My Relationships Both on the Physical and Spiritual Realms

          I feel a quiet vibration of love in my soul for the souls who have my heart. I want to elaborate on the beings in my life that I feel most connected to. This is not just in one particular sense. This is in a wide variety of ways. I have a lot of love for my husband in this life. His name is Dwayne. We have our natural ups and downs, but for the most part I feel as though our relationship is extremely strong. I feel as though he is my best friend In this physical life. I feel honored to have that. I am limited on the physical friendships in this lifetime. I casually chat with a few, but it's at a point where I would categorize it as acquaintances, and not friendships. I do still have a lot of love for them, but you know how life sometimes gradually moves people apart. That's what has happened between me and a lot of my friends that I was once close to. But that's okay because I have gotten to a point in my life where I am relatively secluded sometimes. I'm not saying that I am an introvert. Because I'm not. I don't see myself as an introvert. But what I do see myself as somebody who likes their space sometimes. I live with family. So we have a full household and it can be annoying sometimes. But a part of me also likes that, because it does instill a sense of togetherness. Even though we may not always act like it. I am not close with any of my cousins, Aunts, Uncles. All of my grandparents are deceased. So that type of family I am not close to. I am very close to my husband Dwayne's Uncle. Dwayne looks at his uncle that lives close to us as a father. So we are very close to him. He is more of an uncle to me than my actual flesh-and-blood uncle's. How do you like that for blood over water? A few of his cousins are more like cousins to me than my own cousins. Now I do want to say that I do have one cousin who I do talk with at times. I look at him like a friend, but we recently have not talked, but I know that we are still friends. So those are the main physical people in my life that are close to me and who I appriciate..
 
            I want to now elaborate on those in my life who are not in a physical sense. I am something that you might categorize as a spirit worker. This is something I've done since I was a kid and didn't even know at the time what it was. I really prefer the term Spirit worker over Spirit keeper. I do not keep spirits. That it is almost like slavery. I have friendships, deep bonded relationships with the beings in the spirit realm that I feel close to. So I could categorize myself as a spirit worker. I have crossed over Spirits before, and I do offer a home and a safe space to any spirits who are caught in between worlds. I do have a layer of protection and boundaries on that though. New spirits who wish to enter go through a process to be sure they're not the manipulative ones. This process is done by my spirit team. Any lost spirits who have not crossed over, I offer them a safe loving place to be until they feel like they are ready to cross over. This is a part of my everyday life. So I do help human Souls who have not fully crossed over. I am also in communication with a lot of other different types of entities. Djinns are some who I feel deeply loving towards. I make it a point to free certain ones that have been and trapped or enslaved as wish granters. It's something that I feel very proud of, and it's something that I'm not going to elaborate more on right now. But I feel as though that is a part of my soul Mission. All of this spirit Work as a part of my soul mission. I also have a deep connection certain mythological entities. I am connected with a Dragon Spirit, and his name if Amartis. (It sounds like Aye-mart-ease) I Love to learn more about other dimensions and other realmss. It's something that I feel deeply passionate about. So other realm entities are beings who I am always open to communicating with. I reach out my hand in Friendship to a lot of them. Normally they also reach their hand out in friendship back to me.

           Something else I do is something some of you might stop and automatically call me a sinner. Respectfully said... you can take your sin accusations and shove them up your ass. I also communicate with demons. I have communicated with the spirits most commonly known on Earth that has Satan and Lucifer. No I don't go to black cults, no I don't want to murder people or unnecessarily curse other people. No I don't do any of those cliche Satanic bullshit. I feel that's not accurate, as many of the inhabitants of Hell (Helhiem, The Underworld) that I have connected with are not evil and don't wish evil things on others unless it's needed for whatever reason that may be. That is a complex topic which I am not going to elaborate more on right now. But I have communicated with them, and I believe that they are not as evil as Christian mythology likes to make them seem. I have also communicated with a lot of angelic figures, I have connected with Jesus and Mary Magdalene before. I have talked with Yahweh and Asherah. So I am an eclectic spiritual person. I don't just take witchcraft and channeling and place an angelic stamp on it. I like to dig deep and understand all aspects. All realms. All worlds. I want to explore and learn as much knowledge as I can. To me that means being prepared, taking my protection shield and spirit family, and digging deep into what many would consider to be the darkside. But if you're going to learn how to overcome evil and darkness... I think one needs to venture into that darkness and embrace it sometimes. Someone I know said to me, you have to go through the darkness to see the light. Mainly I am someone who always looks for the good in people. I may have my annoyed opinions about people who may frustrate me or organizations that might frustrate me. For example Christianity. But I know they do a lot of good too, and I see that. So I don't want anyone thinking I'm looking for hate. That's not true. I look for good, but in the pursuit of true goodness... sometimes you find manipulation masking themselves as good. So I try to be careful, because there is so much manipulation in our society now days. We need a manipulation filter... that's something I'm trying to find through my astral and spirit journeys.

        I also connect deeply with many Gods and Goddesses of different pantheons. One more frequent pantheon I connect with is the Norse Gods and Goddesses. But I feel very connected to the Greek Gods and Goddesses too. I am deeply connected to the spirit most commonly known on earth as Thor and Poseidon as well. I also connect with Loki and recently Ares. I have a soul bond with Sif, Demeter and Amphitrite. I also work a lot with Freya and Odr. Hakates is someone I have bonded with before as well through a particular scenerio that played out through a series of astral travels. You may not believe a word I'm saying, and guess what.... You don't have to. I know what I say is true in my own journey. I suppose you could say I am romantically bonded with the spirits most commonly refered to on earth as Thor and Loki. But that's something I'll come out more with later. I feel that deserves it's own blogpost. Now I am sort of excited to say it... I think this posting of my journey is helping me come to terms with who I really am. Good job Melody!! (I pat myself on the back.)

        I think that's where I am going to end this. It's a bit rambley, but I think it's good that I am getting all of this out. So if you enjoyed my thoughts, share your thoughts below. What do you feel your life journey is about here on earth? Are you a spirit worked, if so how do you go about it? Do you look into both the dark and the light, if so leave a comment and share your opinion. Be mindful that I monitor all comments, and hate bashing comments will be deleted. Subscribe to this blog through the side panel of the website, and have a beautiful day.

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My Thoughts On Organized Religion Verses Free Thinking Spirituality

        Lately I have been feeling the pull of the Norse gods who I connect with on a regular basis. However, I have been intuitively guided to the Greek gods. I am somebody who generally does not like labels. I don't really always want to be defined by a label. I feel as though we are more than that. For example, I call myself a Pagan. But I am a lot more than a Pagan. You get what I'm saying? So I don't even like calling them the Norse gods, but here on earth you cannot really get around saying that when you're going to be talking about it with other people. They are not going to know what you're talking about unless you refer to them under their Pantheon name here on Earth. In my own personal workings with the Gods and Goddesses, I try to see beyond the Earthly explanation. I do give consideration to the mythologies and the history of those Gods and Goddesses that we do have here on Earth. But I also try to dig even deeper. So what I'm getting at here is I try to connect and see who blends in with who. What I mean by this is for example can Odin of the Norse gods be attributed to Zeus of the Greek gods?

          I have made my own connections between patheons. However, I'm not necessarily ready to discuss those just yet. I am not sure if I do want to discuss those. I like to give consideration to the Gods and the Goddesses for unleashing information when I do request certain information. So I wait for them to intuitively guide me on what to share. Also it's about me trying to embrace this and to really bring it out forward. This is not something new in my life. I want to be very clear about that. I am not new to the Norse Gods and Goddesses. I'm not new to Paganism. I am not new to witchcraft. I am not new to thinking beyond the physical plane. When I was growing up speculating on ideas was a common thing. I remember discussing whether or not reincarnation was real with my mother. I remember talking about whether or not aliens exist and sitting outside trying to watch out for the alien spaceships when I was little. So as you can tell, I did not grow up in a strict Christian household. I feel as though that was beneficial for me, because I did not grow up with that restriction. I do feel Christianity can present itself as a restriction to spirituality sometimes. I know that other people are going to disagree with me on that topic, and you have the right to disagree with me. Disagree with me all you want. But for me I feel as though I am happy that I did not grow up in a strict Christian household. So thinking in a pagan perspective has been something that I have done since I was little. I feel as though this is one of the reasons why I try to dig deeper and not just accept the exterior layer of the Gods. I want to see deeper.

        Of course there are people who feels like the Gods and Goddesses of different pantheon's are not real. There are people who feel as though the idea of them are real, but they are not actual physical Souls. I am somebody who believes in the fact that they are physical souls. To me that is a fact. That's what I feel, because of my own working with them. They seem very real, and if I was connecting with a generalized energy of the Norse gods. If I was connecting with a generalized energy that presented itself as Odin on Earth, I feel as though it would not be as strong as it shows itself. I look at them like they are not necessarily any different from me. I see myself as somebody who is real. I see myself as somebody who is extremely real in this physical plane of existence. I feel and see myself as somebody who is with a soul, and when my body dies I will move on as my soul self. I see myself as somebody with a soul identity, a soul identity that is just as real as my physical body. That's what I believe. So if I believe that the gods and goddesses are just a generalized energy, and they are not actual real individuals. What does that say for us here on Earth? What does that say for me? So that is my understanding of it. I see myself as somebody who is very real connecting with an entity that is ascended and can label themselves aa a God. So I am somebody real who is connecting with another very real entity. It just so happens we are on different levels of existence. They are on a spirit level or a higher-dimensional level, and I am on a physical dimensional level. That's how I see it.

        As you can see this blog post is extremely random, but it's just things that have been on my mind lately. I have been reading different articles from other people who connect with the gods and goddesses, and I see how individual everyone's relationship is with the gods and goddesses. I see how individual each path is, and I see Christianity as being one humongous Highway forcing people to stay on that Highway. So is this blog post going to be about Christianity? Maybe it is, I don't know. I'm just going with the flow. But that's how I feel. I feel as though Christianity is a huge Highway forcing people to stay on that Highway, and to stay in the lane that they feel is best. But when I look at different pagans I see a lot of varied Pathways to the Gods in the Goddesses. I see varied Pathways to individual belief systems, and what is a belief system? It is an individual thing. But I feel Christianity broadens it into something bad is very much not individual. I feel as though that is why some people feel as though the Christian God doesn't listen to them. It's because many are not connecting with their God on an individual scale. They connect with the God that the churches tell you about. They're connecting with that God in the way that other's connect, and it's not personal. Again with Christianity... 

        Anyway that is my belief on the topic of religion. So I suppose this is getting into the topic of organized religion versus free thinking spirituality. I feel as though I am very much on the free thinking spirituality, or personalized religion. Whatever you want to label it. Even though organisation can be good in beliefs, but the thing is connecting with the gods and goddesses is a very individual thing. How I connect with the gods and goddesses may be different from how you connect, and that's a very okay thing. It's perfectly fine. I also think that different belief systems here on Earth are here for a reason. So for example, some people will be guided to Christianity, and Christianity may work perfectly well for their own vibration. It may be perfect for them. But Christianity may not be perfect for somebody else. So maybe Muslim beliefs will be perfect for this group, Hindu beliefs will be perfect for that group, Pagan belief will be perfect for this other group. But we see people transitioning religions all the time. I ask myself why is this? I feel this is because whatever religion we are drawn to is that which matches our own current understanding and vibratory rate. So it matches our energy vibration so that we can comprehend what messages are in that religion at that time. But when we change our vibrational levels, and when we grow and broaden our minds, it may lead us to different religious beliefs. Think of this like broadening your perspective. It's not necessarily leaving a belief behind, but it's adding on to it. At least that's how I feel. Because I still believe that Jesus was there and he did some amazing things for Humanity. I still believe in Satan and the Christian God. I believe, but I have added on to my beliefs since then. That's the difference. I have brought in my perspective to the Norse gods and goddesses and the Greek gods and goddesses. I am slowly beginning to wonder about the African Gods and the Celtic Gods. I have researched into the Sumerian and Egyptian Gods. It's all very fascinating, and this is what I am drawn to. I want to dig deep into all of this... Unlimited spiritual growth. That's how I see this. It awakens my soul. It gets me so excited. 

        So that's mainly where I'm going to stop this blog post. I will be back here with some more of my thoughts when the moment hits. If you like what I have to say and if you found this blog post interesting then please find the side panels to my website. To the left and to the right there are areas where you can subscribe. So subscribe and bookmark this website. I also do psychic readings, I also have a metaphysical shop with my Husband where there's a lot of metaphysical tools on there. Tools such as enchanted items, pendulums, pendulum boards, we even have jewelry. You can find those links below. But you can also find them above in the tab section. I hope my random thoughts somehow help you. Perhaps it will awaken you to look within yourself. Perhaps it won't do nothing for you at all except for two maybe humor you for some reason. Whatever the reason, thank you for reading my words through their entirety. Speak with you again soon. Cosmic blessings to all.

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Godspousery, My Thoughts On Godspousing & How Love Goes Beyond The Physical

Godspousery, My Thoughts On Godspousing & How Love Goes Beyond The Physical

        Hello everyone, this is Melody. I have been contemplating Godspousery. I'm someone who never wanted to get married really or at least have a big wedding. I am someone who thinks that marriage here on earth is a piece of paper and what truly matters is the bonds of the heart. So the topic of Godspousing at first I associated with marriage, but I realize now that it's much deeper then that. This is a topic that I feel is something I want to go deeper into. So stay tuned for a more in depth post on this topic. Godspousing or God courting, is a practice when a person goes through a process and takes on a God or Goddess as their spouse. These are people who sometimes have intimate, often sexual, relationships with deities.  These relationships are often extremely intense. This is a topic critizied by many. However, this is not a new concept.  Christians have been doing it for centuries.  Nuns are the sworn Brides of Christ, and they even have a wedding ceremony as part of their initiation. The difference, of course, is that their relationship is not sexual. The gods have lain with mortals in many cultures. Look at Zeus in Greek Mythology as an example. However, I have also seen some who had deep soul connections with entities that you wouldn't label a God or Goddess such as djinns, fairies, elves, deceased humans, other world entiites (aliens), etc.

          To me personally I think that in it's most purest form it is a devotion to a God above all else. It is really not that uncommon, it's just usually called something else. I believe it to be a spiritual devotion. Whatever religion, pantheon, God or Goddess people worship, there's always an intense and very personal relationship between a person and the god they honor. The practice is likely to be different for everyone. It is not that strange to see religions or beliefs that have it's adepts marry a diety or more. A version or this has been done in Mesopotamia and anceint egypt as well. In Haitian Vodou and Santeria it is sometimes believed practices that a person may marry a diety or have a simple relationship with the deity. Usually it is the spirit or deity that calls that person to get married to them and it is usually confirmed by divination, after that there is a ceremony that is performed and the person is thus married to that particular diety. It is believed that the diety speaks with that person through dreams, astral realms, etc. often giving advices and other things.

         Most common Godspouses that I have come across are devoted to Loki of the Norse Gods. There has been others though such as Thor, Odin, Freya. and even Fenrir of the Norse Pantheon. I am sure there are other's, such as in Greek with Zeus and Poseidon. But the most common one's I have come across is those in the Norse Pantheon. Some of these beliefs has come into popularity after the Marvel movies with Thor and Loki in them. But it is a mistake to assume that all devotees are just fangirl or fanboy scenerios. I am sure there are some who do it because of the movies or their attraction to the actors. But there are many who take this practice very seriously, and many who have done so even before the movies. But in my opinion, the Marvel movies have awakened a popularity in the Norse Gods and Goddesses, and I am very happy about that because that means more people learning about the rich culture of the very real Gods and Goddesses of Norse Mythology. I personally do not prefer labels, but I think the idea of Godspousing is a very nice one. I know I feel a deep connection to many Gods and Goddesses, but one that stands out above many is Thor and Poseidon. So I wouldn't detest to label myself a Godspouse to Thor or Poseidon, because it doesn't matter what label I choose. I love them so very deeply. I do deeply honor the Gods and Goddesses of Norse and Greek Mythology, but those aren't the only ones I do honor. However, they are the one's most frequent I connect with. They are the one's which feel more at home to me. I think it is a beautiful act if taken seriously. And most who do take this practice very seriously would agree that it's not sexually driven. It's because they feel such a deep bond with that God or Goddess. No matter what the label or practice, people have had deep devotions to particular Gods and Goddesses for ages.

          So this is a new label for a very old practice, and in a higher perspective, it is merely one way to honor and have a relationship with a God or Goddess. But there are so many who do honor their chose Gods and Goddesses as other labels. I've come into contact with people who look at Odin as a father or brother figure, look at Freya as a sister figure, etc. I came across one female who looked at Loki as a father figure, and felt very drawn to the Fenrir wolf (whom is Loki's child in Norse Mythology) as a husband figure. I've come across many Loki devotees, also know as Lokeans. Some of these devotees, Godspouses, etc. at times get very jealous or upset with others. Which personally I feel that's not fair either. All should come together in love and harmony and have respect for our fellow humans, no matter their belief or practice.

          However, I do want to be clear that when you first start researching the term Godspouse, Godspousing, or Godspousery you'll notice that most of the ones are dedicated to the Norse God Loki. But if you look deeper you'll see many other people who have claimed Spousery with other Gods or Goddesses. Maybe there aren't as many people who are Spoused to other Gods or Goddesses who openly post about it, because they do not want to be open about it, are afraiding to be ridiculed, or their God/Goddess may not want them to be open about it. So like I said before, it's in the history if we look hard enough. So this isn't just a new aged idea.

         It's true some people don't have the typical lovers type or marriage with their God or Goddess. Some have sibling like relationships, or parent/child like relationships. This is a form of dedication to the God or Goddess.  They still are dedicated and in some form of relationship in their own right to their God or Goddess. So not all dedications are of a lovers based interest, or a sexual one. I did want to point that out, because you don't have to be a Godspouse to be lovingly connected with a God or Goddess, and there are many who have connections with more then one God or Goddess.

         So with me personally I feel connected deeply to Thor and Poseidon, but also Loki is someone I consider a best friend and sometimes I feel we have a deeper more romantic connection. I want to be clear that this isn't a sexual thing for me personally. Do you get married to a wife or husband to have sex with them? No, even though sex might be a part of it. But if you look at your romantic partner and if I ask if you're with that partner just to have sex, would you say yes? No I would assume you'd say something like, No I love my partner because we share a deep bond. Well the same goes with those who consider themselves Godspouses or those who have a deep devotion to a particular God or Goddess. If you know me you'll see that I'm married with a guy name Dwayne. We've been together for about 11 years, and we are in love. So Godspouses aren't just those who are single and lonely. Dwayne has his own connections with his own Gods and Goddesses who he feels guided to. I won't go into that because that's up to him to discuss on his own or not, but he does have his own connections. There's absolutely no jealousy between us about this topic, and I have come across other couples who feel the same. They're deeply in love, but also feel pulled by a particular God or Goddess.

          So you can probably expect me to discuss more about this topic or about my own connection with the Gods and Goddesses that I connect with. I also do not see them as Gods and Goddesses, even though that's a common label that they're reffered to as here on earth. They're spirits who are in a higher dimensional state. They're in a higher realm, and they have more power because they're not limited to physical flesh like us in the third dimension here on earth. So I don't see them as necessarily better, but I do see them as more knowledgable and I honor that deeply about them. I connect with Thor and Poseidon daily, even though I'm a bit newer to my Poseidon connection. It's something I will not go too deep into here publically. I have other names I refer to them as, and I only share their popular earthly names here for reference. If I said the other names you wouldn't know who I was talking about. But does that make me better then you? Nope. I am just someone who likes to dig very deep, and I don't settle for just earth history. I think that's where I am going to end it for today. Stay tuned for more, and subscribe to this blog in the side panels to the left and right.
     

Autumn Leaves & Thor Dreams - Melody's Thoughts

         I'm sitting outside underneath the yellow poplar tree in my front yard in front of the Evergreen Bush. It's a very windy day, and the autumn leaves are beginning to fall. In these times of late September I feel very contemplative. It's like a new wave of emotion is coming over me. I relate this to the wind blowing. As the Wind caresses your skin it feels like the softest Silk, and it's that calming - peaceful feeling that tends to give me hope. It's that feeling that reenergizes me and seems to reawaken that deep aspect of my soul which Cries Out for nature. Right now I'm looking at the ground. Spots of dirt mixed with patches of grass and the sun is shining through the leaves of the yellow poplar tree. The leaves are moving and it's creating this appearance of the ground shimmering and glistening. The small pinpricks of light that are shining in between the trees is Illuminating the ground. The autumn leaves are rustling across the grass and it sounds like the most beautiful song you could ever hear. In the distance birds are chirping. I see Stray Cats walking doing their own thing. I live in a place that is like a mobile home Community. If you have heard the term before, it's called a trailer park. Now there are different forms of trailer parks. There are the ones that are more for campers. Then there are the ones that are more for modular homes. I live in the kind with modular homes. We have a pretty good-sized yard. We have a lot of plants, a lot of bushes, and for the most part we have a bit of privacy because of those plants.

          I always try to find the beauty whereever I go. Most people may look at this area like an ugly trailer park filled with middle class to Lower Class People. But I look at my yard like a beautiful piece of Mother Earth. This is a piece of Mother Earth that I'm trying to keep alive. We have a lot of beautiful flowers that are planted and a lot of bushes. Those things help Mother Earth. The yellow poplar tree, it helps to bring in more oxygen. So where other people see something ugly, I see something beautiful. That's something that I've been thinking about a lot lately. Trying to see the beauty in something ugly. Try to see the positive in something negative. It's something that I have always tried to do, sometimes I succeed and sometimes not. But for me the point is trying. At least giving it your best shot to find something positive.

         Last night I had an odd dream. This dream involved the Norse God Thor. Now I do want to point out that I call him by something else. I call him by a name that I know him as. It was a name that I channeled a few years ago. So for the sake of these blog posts, I used the term Thor because that is the name that he is more commonly known as here on Earth. But for me I do not see him as Thor. I see him as another soul that I feel deeply bonded to. I see him as an entity that just so happens to have more power, because he is in the higher dimensional spaces. I see him as a part of my soul family, and almost like a soulmate. But it seems deeper than a soulmate energy. It seems more along the lines of the Twin Flame energy. But that's about as far into that topic as I'm willing to go right now. The dream involved him and I. He appeared to me slightly different than what he normally does. Normally when I see him, he has facial hair and shoulder length head hair. His eyes remain the same, piercing and stunning. Like he could look straight into your soul; through your eyes, and burn a hole there that would last for all eturnity. At first he looked as he normally does when he appears to me in my dreams. But then when I got closer he looked slightly different. His hair was either pulled back in a pony tail or slicked straight back, and he did not have any facial hair. This did not bother me because his energy was the same. I recognized him by his soul signature. I feel like if I was blind and could not physically see; and he walked up to me, I would still be able to feel his presence. I feel the same thing with my husband Dwayne. This is something that I feel is very good to establish, because that means that I'm recognizing him and my husband by their soul energies. I'm not just seeing the outer layers. I'm seeing what is deeper Within at the core level. 

        So anyway within the dream we were happy to be in front of one another. It was very casual at first, and we were inside of what appeared to be someone's living room. This was up the road from where I live, and there is a section there with a few modular home parks similar to my own, there are parking lots with stores also. Within that street things look slightly different. But the generalized aspect of that road was the same. I do want to point out that I do not know whose house I was in. It was somebody's living room. There were other people with us, some women and some men. I do not recognize who those other people were. But I saw their faces relatively clear, and it's important to note that I felt comfortable around them. It was like they were my friends. He and I got to talking and it was just about random things. We were talking about obstacles that were keeping us apart. This was mainly symbolic I think, because right now I am in a physical Incarnation. We are separated by that Veil between physical and spiritual. But at the same time we remain connected. So that's what we were talking about, but I don't remember the exact words. However, that was the generalized topic. We then walked into an adjacent smaller bedroom to get a bit of quiet space. So we walked from the living room into the small bedroom. We sat at the foot of the bed holding hands. It was at that point when we started to look into one another's eyes, and the look that was mutually given was that of deep love. It was the kind of love that comes along with passion and with the knowing that we are there for one another no matter what. It was the kind of look that bonds two souls for an eternity. It was the kind of look that expressed a million words without ever speaking. While we we're locked in that gaze we leaned in and started kissing one another. The thing is I felt the sensation of having a body. I felt the physical touch of my lips connecting with his. It was a passionate kiss and a passionate embrace. But not more than that. It did not go into sexual contact of any sort. It remained at that passionate level of connecting one another through the physical touch that is the power of a kiss. It was not a kiss to sexualize anything. It was not a kiss to create Lusty energy. It was a kiss that let both of us know that we are there, and that even though there is distance sometimes, we are still right there with one another. It was the kind of kiss that you might experience after being away from a lover and the both of you missed one another deeply.

       So this got me thinking about how blessed I am to have that connection. I have that connection with him, but also with my husband. Just last night me and Dwayne were watching a comedy show. Anyway, the comedian kept making jokes about the relationship between a husband and a wife. He was talking about his relationship and just relationships in general. It was really funny, but it got me thinking... Do people really have that much trouble with their significant others? Dwayne and I are lucky to have the kind of relationship that is opened. I do not mean opened in a sense that we can just go on ahead and have sex with anyone we want. But it's opened in a sense that we can communicate with one another. If he finds a female that is pretty, he can feel free to express that emotion to me. I am attracted to females also, so I will be right there with him deciding whether or not I agree. If I find a male that I think is attractive, I can feel open to express that around him. He's secure enough in his manhood to look at other guys like that too. It's a great mix between us. There isn't much jealousy between us either, and I feel like that is what strengthens our bond. Of course we do have our issues with one another. Relationships have hardships sometimes. But I expressed openly to him about how I felt we were lucky to have a relationship that is like we are partners and Friends. It's more than just a marriage, it's a best friendship. And I am very grateful to have that with him. So me having that dream last night about Thor, it reaffirmed to me that I also have a really strong bond with Thor. I'm very grateful to have that relationship with him as well as the relationship I have with my husband Dwayne.

            I wanted to pick back up about the last part of the dream. After the kiss we went back to talking with one another, and then he was called back into the living room to talk with one of the other men that was there. I then found out that they had to leave. I was upset that he had to go, and I could see that he was upset that he had to go. But in that moment we looked at one another while holding one another's hands standing face-to-face, and we shared another one of those passionate looks into one another's eyes. We've kissed one last time and he had to go. About the time he was leaving, I woke up. I thought that it was so appropriate that I woke up right at that moment when we were parting. It was like it was meant to be. So then this got me to question whether or not this was just a normal dream. I feel like more-so than a dream, this was an astral travel. I feel like we went to this place for whatever reason, and we had to unexpectedly part ways and that cut the experience short. I'm still thinking about the other people that was in that dream. I remember Dwayne was there, and he was with somebody that he feels very close to. This is a Goddess, and for the sake of his own privacy I'm not going to say who that is. I have got permission to share what I am sharing right now with my own experience. I always like to ask, and they normally say it's in my own judgement to share or not. Sometimes they say no about certain things though. So anyway, some of these other people I dis not recognize who they were. I only recognized a few of them. So now I want to continue that experience. I want to go back there and try to find out who those other people are. I'm not sure if I can continue this dream / astral experience tonight, but you can bet your ass that I'm going to try. I hope that you have enjoyed hearing me talk about my experiences. If you have had experiences with particular gods and goddesses then leave a comment below and share some of your experiences. I like to connect with other people, so if you are wanting to, leave a comment. If you enjoyed this blog post, in the side bars of this website you will find an area where you can subscribe for updates. So go subscribe so that you will know when I post something new. There will be a lot of new I can tell you that right now. So make sure that you are one of the first to know about it. I look forward to sharing these moments with you, while at the same time getting to know myself more. A true blessing in my opinion. Have a good day, Cosmic blessings.

Loki Showing Himself & My Visit To Asgard - Melody's Thoughts

         Today is a new day. I am feeling renewed somehow. It's a cloudy day here, and the air is cooler. The breeze is slightly blowing, and I hear the movement of the Autumn leaves in the trees. Days like today really get me thinking about things, and lately I've been doing so much thinking about deeper issues outside of my day to day mundane life. Today I have thoughts about Loki on my mind. This is the Norse god Loki, and he has been a great friend to me. He has been a permanent fixture in my life for the past few years, but this has also been throughout my entire life. I have had experiences with him in childhood, and I appreciate that he has been a reoccurring guide in my life. He never gives up basically. That is something that I find he does with everyone who honors him or reaches out to him. He will not give up on you. If you ask him for space, then he will give you that space. He will honor what you want, but he is somebody that will definitely be able to help when you need a friend. I feel as though he is a God who is very misunderstood. Loki is known as a trickster, and a lot of people do not see him for who he truly is. He is more than just a trickster. Sure he likes a good laugh. Sure he likes to have a good time sometimes, but don't we all? He can also be very serious and give a lot of wisdom. I know that he has given me so much wisdom when I ask for it, and he has guided me to deeper awareness of myself and my soul identity. I wanted to share some of my experiences today. This is more along the lines of me trying to come to terms with my true and genuine self. This is me discussing my own experiences, because I feel as though it is good for me to do so. I love writing, and I have got to a point in my life where I stopped writing. That's something that use to partially define me. You would always see me with a notebook in hand or writing something down. So instead of doing my usual YouTube videos, I am going to make use of my love for writing and my blog website. 

         Yesterday I was sitting outside doing some work on my tablet, it was a sunny day and the weather was on the verge of being too warm. I have a little rectangular table that is in between an evergreen Bush and a yellow poplar tree. I sit right in between the tree and the bush. So it is common for me to see spiders. I am not deeply afraid of spiders. There are ones that we have around here that is relatively common. They are little black ones with white spots. Yesterday I felt something on my left shoulder. This was a very small black spider with white spots. It was just sitting there ever so calmly. I went to brush it off and I thought I was successful in brushing It off, but he moved more towards my back and out of my reach. A few minutes later I felt it again and it was sitting back on my shoulder. I tried to brush it off again so I would not hurt the spider. After that happened I realized that this was most likely Loki. He has appeared to me and my husband before as spiders. My husband was deeply afraid of spiders, but due to Loki appearing as spiders, it has assisted him in his arachnophobia. This is just one example of how Loki can help. He will work through fears that you have with you. For my own experience yesterday with him sending me his energy through that spider sitting on my shoulder, I feel as though it was him letting me know that he is right beside me no matter what. As of late I have been questioning my life a lot. I have been questioning my own understanding of things and really trying to embrace who I am truly. So him appearing there to me, even if it is as a spider, that give me confirmation that we are not as separated from the higher dimensional Realms as we feel like we are in this physical incarnation. Sometimes it is so hard to deal with being in a physical Incarnation. I feel so restricted in this physical body and here on Earth. The more I awaken to my spiritual energy. The more I become aware of my soul potential. The harder it is to live with these physical limitations, and that's what it honestly feels like here on earth for me right now. Like I am trapped in a suit of flesh until the suit of flesh expires. Sounds extreme right? I agree. Nonetheless, I seem to have memories of a place that seems like a higher dimensional space. My visions and soul memories show places that seem like Heavenly realms. I like to think of this as what Asgard looks like.

        If you are unaware, Asgard is one of the nine worlds of Norse mythology. It is home to the tribes of the Aesir. The Aesir is one of the two tribes of gods. The other tribe is called Vanir. In Norse mythology Asgard is understood as being in the sky; and is connected to midgard, which is Earth, the world of humanity. What connects Asgard to midgard is the Rainbow Bridge, which is called the bifrost. As compared to other mythologies, such as Greek, Asgard would be compared to Mount Olympus. But I personally like to think of Asgard like a higher dimensional place. Similar to what Christians perceive as Heaven. This is a utopian place and is like paradise. It is a place that you really would want to go to. I have had many visions of places that seem very otherworldly. I think of these places as where my soul calls home. I feel like Earth is not necessarily my home, even though it is my current home for my physical body. I feel like these Visions are memories of where I was before I decided to enter into this physical incarnation. I see visions of beautiful Rivers shimmering and glowing. These Rivers connect to beautiful waterfalls. As the water falls down and hits the bottom, the Mist comes up and enters into the air. The Mist glistens, and the smell of this place is like the fragrance of rain mixed with flowers. So imagine that scent times 1000. I have received images of huge palaces. These are different structures than what we find here on Earth. Even throughout Earth history I have not saw anything similar to what these palaces look like. They are so tall and they could fit Giants within them. I remember seeing large Halls which connect to different rooms. But the halls have these humongous arches. These archways would be extremely tall. They would be so much more taller than what a normal human height would require. If I had to estimate they would approximately be about 50 ft tall. There are other archways which would be smaller. I also remember seeing visions of a bridge. This is a bridge that you would walk on and it seemed to be paved with a glistening Stone. Even though it was a bridge for walking over, it was extremely large. It was large enough for a giant to walk on. Think about how wide a common two-lane road is here on Earth. That is approximately the size of these walkway Bridges. In regards to the stone, think about how a snowy quartz stone would look if you paved an entire walkway with white glistening gemstones. If you looked down from the railings you would see Rushing Water underneath. But there would also be beautiful Lush forest and plants that these walkway Bridges would go across. I remember this Pavilion with something that looked like a gazebo on top. It was very large, and it also looks like it was created with beautiful gemstone. The structures were not made by concrete or cement. They were not made by Brick or wood. It looked like these places were made out of the most beautiful gemstones. I remember so many things in this place glowing and shimmering. There would really be no use for a sun to illuminate this place, because everything seem to illuminate on its own. I do remember there being what looks like a sky, but it's hard to explain. There are a lot of different colors. Think about how beautiful a colorful Sunset looks here on Earth. Now imagine this places sky being like a colorful sunset, but still illuminated with the most purest vibrant light you can imagine. It's not light from a sun. It's not light from artificial means such as electricity. It is something that I don't know how to explain.

       I remember going here with a few of my female Spirit guides. I also was here with Thor and also Loki on a few occasions. I have been here by myself talking with the Goddess Frigga. In this place there are other dimensional gateways. There are portals which lead to the other realms. So from this heavenly place you can get to anywhere else. I also remember something like a library, but Frigga and my female guides explained it to me as if it were like the akashic records. There are these things which appeared to me like books. But it's not how we perceive books to be here on Earth. Once you open it up it transports you to that story. Whatever book you open, it transports you to that place and that time. So if you are opening a book of somebody's lifetime, you can revisit that person's lifetime, so essentially this is like an akashic records Library. I feel so blessed to have these visions and to remember them. I feel like this place is my home. This place is where my soul belongs. This is everything that I've been holding back, and I feel extremely proud to be writing this right now. Because it's like I am coming to terms with all of this and really embracing it. I'm not letting fear of being judged get in the way.

         So I feel like that is where I'm going to end this post. I have so much more to say, but I do not want to overwhelm myself with what I'm going to put out first. Words cannot express how happy I am right now for taking the initiative to really put this out there. I'm not putting this out there for other people to see, even though I know that other people will see it, and it can potentially help other people. Particularly if there is anybody else out there looking for similar answers such as what I have been doing. I am not putting this out there to rub it in other people's faces who worship and honor the Norse gods and goddesses. I'm not trying to boast about all of the things that I remember. I'm not sharing this from a place of selfish Pride. I'm sharing this from a place of being proud of myself and for seeing who I really am and not hiding it. I genuinely hope that other people come across this, because I would love to communicate with other people who have similar experiences. So if you are reading this right now, and if you can relate to anything that I have stated. Please leave a comment below and share your experiences. Let's try to create a community where we don't have to hide who we are just because we are afraid of being judged by Society here on Earth. Let's create a community where it's okay to be ourselves. I feel like the gods are guiding me through this. I feel like Loki, Thor, and my Spirit guides are urging me to do this. And I am very happy to be at a place in my life where I can hear their messages and listen to what they have to say. So that's where I end this, I hope that you bookmark this website. In the side tabs of this website you can find the area where you can subscribe and sign up for notifications. That way you will know whenever I post something new. Have a beautiful day and Cosmic blessings to all of you.

Finding Who I Really Am & Embracing It - Shadow Work - Spiritual Awakening - Melody's Thoughts

        Lately in my life I've been doing a lot of self evaluation. This is not just evaluating my own life purpose. It's also about seeing into my spirituality and who I really am at a soul level. Some people call this Shadow work, because I have been delving deep into my own Darkness. I've been seeing my darkness for the beauty that it really is. I have heard before that in order to truly get to the light you have to go through the darkness first. In my own way I feel as though going deep into your internal emotions; and whatever blockages you may have, that can help you to really understand who you are. Because no matter if it's deemed as positive or negative, if it's within you, it's a part of you. So I need to give more awareness to every part of who I am. That's what I've been attempting to do lately. It's been causing a lot of issues in a way. I have been questioning whether or not I am content and happy with my life. Personally I do feel happy with my life. But what is even more important here is I do not share who I truly am. Earlier today I saw an interview with Jim Carrey. It was on YouTube. I saw this interview and in the interview Jim Carrey was discussing how he is no longer Jim Carrey. He is coming to terms with who he really is. He explained it in a way which I feel is very straightforward. In today's life we are conditioned to play certain characters. When you are going to work and those fake Smiles that you give, that's a character you are playing. When you are going to church, even though you do not believe in that religion, that's a character you are playing. When you are pretending to be somebody who you are not, you're playing a character. You are giving life to somebody else that is not you. So he explained that he has come into Awakening of who he really is. So that led me to question whether or not I am awakened to who I am really. For the most part I feel as though I am. I know where I'm going and I know what I know. But the only difference is I am reluctant to share certain parts with the world. Why is that? Is it because I'm nervous to be completely genuine about who I am? Is it because I am afraid of feeling judged? Those are things that I felt I had already overcame, but I'm slowly beginning to realize that I have not truly overcame those fears of being judged.

        One example of this is my YouTube channel. I had recently got to a point where I was uploading different videos Almost daily. But I was doing this to help others. Sometimes I would do these videos to share my own opinions so that if somebody else came across it, it would maybe help them. But in a way I was not discussing what I really wanted to discuss. Or at least I was not putting my complete self out there. I had recently got into talking about the Norse gods and goddesses. I had recently started talking more about me being a Pagan. That was me slowly beginning to come out of the spiritual closet, and show who I truly am. I am a pagan who has deep roots in Witchcraft and ancient traditions. I love all of that. I honor the Norse gods and goddesses, but I also honor other pantheons as well. I love Greek mythology as well as Norse mythology. But when it comes to Christianity I still honor the presence of God and Jesus, but I also honor a demons and Satan and the Underworld. That is where I am not truly being upfront about who I am and what I am about. You might say that it's nobody's business, and you would be partially right. It is nobody's business. But I want to share who I am and what I am about because I am proud of it. We live in a civilization where we should be proud of who we are no matter if we are worshipping Satan and the demons and connecting with the underworld or if we are being pretty little Christians. No matter if we are being pagans and honoring the north gods and goddesses or delving deep into the practices of the ancient Greeks. It does not matter if we are coming into awareness of Hindu beliefs or Muslim beliefs. Whatever your beliefs are it is important to be proud of them, because your beliefs are a part of you. They are your experiences in this lifetime. That is what I am realizing. I need to be completely forward with who I am in order for me to respect myself. In order for me to talk the talk I need to also walk the walk. So many times have I told other people do not be afraid of your spiritual beliefs. Do not be afraid of who you are. Yet I was being afraid of Who I Am by not being forward with who I completely am.

            It took a lot of strength to begin talking more about my Witchcraft and my Pagan beliefs in my YouTube videos. It took a lot to begin to talk about my connections with the Norse gods and goddesses. When I say it took a lot of strength, I mean I was scared to put those videos up. I was scared. Why? Why in the hell would I be scared of that? It is because that was the part of me that was afraid of being judged, and the part of me that did not fully Embrace who I was and who I am? But through this Shadow work, that me and my husband Dwayne have been doing, we have been coming in to a lot more depth about Who We Are. Who we are as a couple, but also who we are individually. So what you can expect from this blog is me discussing more about who I am and really giving you my own opinions and my own truth in the way that I see it.

          Recently I have been through a breakup with a friend. This was a friendship with a female who I felt was very sisterly to me. It was hard to break that friendship and I'm not going to get in-depth about why it occurred. But part of the reason was because when she first met me I was not embracing who I truly was, but deeper into the friendship I began to realize who I was and really begin to show that and bring that forward. It was something that was a lot to take in, and as such it put a strain on our relationship. That sisterly friendship that we had. That strong bond was diminished. I have recently been looking into other friendships in my life and I see how they led me to where I am right now. I honor what happened in my past because that is where it led me to the present. But that's also what this is about. Not looking too much into the past, but also not looking too much into the future. It's about being in the here and now and really enjoying each moment for what it truly is. So that's what I'm going to be doing. You can expect a lot more of my own personal thoughts on this blog. I call it a Blog but it's my website. It's a website that I've had for a long time and I do hold a lot of pride in it. I am happy about this website. But at the same time I have not been genuine with it, because I have not put myself completely out there.

           So who am I? What am I about? My name is Melody and I live in Delaware of the United States. I have lived here my entire life and my ancestry has lived here for a long time. I love living near the ocean, and I am a Cancer which is a water element. I enjoy the ocean deeply. I feel a Soul Bond and sometimes a romantic connection to the God Thor, but also the god Poseidon as well. This is something that my husband knows completely about. He has his own connections. We love one another deeply, and that's another aspect of who I am. I also Channel a lot of different entities. I love channeling. I love connecting with the higher dimensions and the spirit realm. That's a deep part of who I am. Some of the beings that I have channeled for our deceased humans that have not crossed over, different gods and goddesses, alien entities otherwise known as the Galactic Federation of Light, Angelic figures, demonic figures, mythological beings. As you can probably see I am a very open person spiritually. I try to keep an open mind in my spiritual beliefs. I have also helped Spirits cross over. These are human spirits who have been left here after their deaths for whatever purpose. You might also call me as Spirit keeper even though I do not like that term. I do not keep these Spirits, I just have a friendship with them and I let them have a home here if they are not ready to cross over. I welcome them to be around me if they are not ready to cross over. This is also something that my husband does with me. We call this our Spirit family. Maybe in another article I will go more in-depth into What Spirit keeping is. Another set of entities that I have channeled before is djinn's. As I have mentioned before I am also deep into witchcraft. I do not like to label it black or white anymore. This has been something that I have done before. I labeled myself as a white witch, but I am coming to realize that it's not that simple. Life is not that simple as there are a lot of Grey areas. So I practice Witchcraft and I try to not go against other people's Free Will. I only cast spells for myself when it is completely needed. I do offer my services in my DarkSecretCreations Bonanza shop. But it is not anything to do with curses. The spells that are offered there are beneficial to the individual. But basically that's the beginning of who I am and what I am about.

        I have also recently been connecting with a lot of Lokeans. These are people who honor and worship and feel very connected to the Norse god Loki. I have always felt a deep connection to Loki, as well as Thor and Poseidon like I mentioned before. But Loki has always been like a best friend in my opinion, and connecting with other people who honor and worship Him is great. I'm very happy to see that people are digging deeper into who the gods and the goddesses truly are. I have also talked with a lot of GodSpouses, this is another topic which I have a lot of appreciation for. So I guess that's where I'm going to end this, because I don't want to sound to rambling. But who I am is not easy to answer and it will likely take a lot of posts to really establish who I truly am. So if you have read this entire post then I'm happy to have you here. Please bookmark my website and sign up for the notifications for when I post something new on here. You may have been to my YouTube channel, I may not post as much on my YouTube channel, as I am really digging deeper into who I am and learning how to really put that out forward. So I feel like the best place for me to begin is by embracing my own thoughts through writing, but at the same time I want to share them. So I figure you do using my website that I feel a lot of Pride for is the best option. If you have ever had any issues with coming into awareness of who you really are or if you have been going through a lot of spiritual Awakenings or Shadow work, leave a comment on this post and share with the world or whoever made read this article what you have been through. Give them a sense of hope. I hope that you enjoyed this until next time, Cosmic Blessings.

Baldr: The Shining Brave God

       Baldr, the shining one, the brave God, the Lord of warriors and all men (mankind). He is a God that I feel very honorable towards. He is a God which I did not research into at first. So he was one that came to me in a dream. The entire journey I've been on with my Pagan journey has been one of destiny, fate, and following my heart. I try to not adhere to any one religion or point of view. I merely follow my heart and intuition. My intuitive pull had brought me to Baldr one night in a dream. I will explain my dream as I recall it. I use the term dream, but it seemed more like an Astral experience. As in an Astral Projection. I remember being among a group of people. Everyone and everything was very vivid. I remember it being a town that had a lot of beautiful country side. It was warm there. I recall even feeling the temperature, and having my senses. The people were varied, men, women, children, etc. These were people who I knew in the dream had died. They were what many would consider to be "lost spirits". I recall specifically there being a woman and her kid who was a boy. He wasn't too young, but still would be considered a kid, not a teenager. There were a few teenagers. There was an older man who was looking forward to reconnection with his wife who had long been passed on. I recall a man leading us, and I was helping him. He didn't tell me his name, and I didn't ask. He was very tall and broad. He was shimmering and appeared in a human form. I feel this was moreso for the sake of the "lost spirits". If he showed in a "Godly" form, that would likely scare them. So he showed himself as a tall, broad, man with darker skin. He had a shaved head and a small beard. He was very friendly and always smiling, but his eyes remained focused on the task. The mission was to get these spirits to where they need to be, and for whatever reason, I was there assisting this man. It was this man whom later on in the dream I would come to know was Baldr. Now please keep in mind that this was not someone who I was already familiar with as a God of Mythology. I knew the name, but did not know too much details about him. I had not connected with him in the ways I had with others such as Odin, Frigga, Freya, Loki, Thor, Sif, Odr, etc. The journey in the dream took us around in what looked like a small bus. It was greyish in color. I believe this was so the "lost spirits" could relate and feel more comfortable being transported in what appeared to be an earthly vehicle. The inside looked more technological near the front where the driver would be. Also there was no driver. Baldr stood in front as though he was letting the vehicle know where to go mentally. The scenery of this area was very beautiful though. The colors were very vivid, more vivid then when in a physical body. So that was another clue that this was no ordinary dream, and it was in the astral plane. After we picked up the last person, we had traveled passed a railroad crossing through the actual road. There were cliffs on the right side leading upwards and a beautiful green field on the left side. He had said out loud to everyone with a powerful focused tone of voice, "Hold on, it's about to get very bumpy. Hope you're all ready." Then after that he lifted his hands and the road in front of us began swirling around. It was like water moving down a drain or how matter gets sucked into a black hole. I knew this was a portal. So we traveled through it and it was a very odd feeling. It was like your body being turned and twisted, but it wasn't hurting. There was also large vibrations from moving through the portal, but it was as though the vibations were in your soul. When we got to the other side it was like paradise. Very beautiful like the most amazing landscape you could image times 100. It was also very bright. After we were there we all got off the bus. Everyone was very excited and happy. My attention then left the people and I focused on Baldr, but I assume the people were led to guides to usher them around or to loved ones. But like I said, I was more focused on Baldr. Remember at this point of this dreaming astral experience, I didn't know this man was Baldr. All I knew was that his presence seemed very welcoming and pure. He seemed very loving and like home. You know how you are at work or away for a while, and then you come back home and you feel at ease? That's what this felt like being there. I felt at ease with the scenery and also with himl. It all just felt like "home". He and I were standing face to face and I was looking up to him. I am 5'7 in my physical body form, and he was at least two feet taller then me. But he bent down and we hugged. I remember the feeling of the hug. My face was pushed against his upper belly/ chest area. My arms wrapped around his side. He was embracing me. It felt like seeing an old friend who you hadn't saw or spoken to in so long. I was so very excited and at ease all at the same time. We stopped hugging and I asked him who he was. He then continued to explain that he was Baldr and it is his chosen mission to go around and collect the souls of those who are lost. So if a person dies and they don't go where they need to go then he comes and assists. Or at least he is one who may come to your aid and show you were you need to go. He said there are others in the mission to usher lost souls. He said that the place we were in was the afterlife, the beyond. He used a name and it was an A word. It wasn't Asgard, and I am unsure if this word is even a word known in English or here on earth. But basically it was a heavenly place in the higher realms of light. He told me that he would show me the way back, and the others were upset to see him go. Children were drawn to him, well everyone was drawn to him. Like I've stated before, his energy was so welcoming. They were sad to see him go, but he assured that they'd see him again. He said that he needed to go back to earth to help more people. I was sad that I was going to be ushered back to my body in the physical. But I was also happy for the experience. That was basically the end of this very vivid nightly jounrey that I had. It's your call if you believe me or not, but I tell you what was brought to me. That dream was my awakening to Baldr and how he's not merely a dead God. He's not dead and gone. He is paired with those in the underworld to help lost souls. It is my understanding that his "death" was during a mission to earth. Perhaps he was in a physical incarnation when this death happened, but it was not his soul who died. It was a physical flesh, but it seemed it needed to happen so that he could take on the mission to help the lost souls. You may or may not believe me, and some who read this will automatically discount it. But I am only sharing what I saw in my nightly journey and from what I got from that experience. For me it explains a lot about the store of his "death". How can a God die? A God who is in a physical incarnation for an earthly mission can pass on, well the body can pass on. But the soul will go forth into the realms beyond the physical. Think about how in Christianity Jesus died, but still lived. It was Jesus's physical flesh which died, but his soul didn't. The same can be said for Baldr's death. But that was not meant to be a comparison between Jesus and Baldr. It's merely to explain the death part.

          If you want to know more about Baldr then please continue to read. Baldr (also Balder, Baldur) is a god in Norse mythology, and a son of the god Odin and the goddess Frigg. He has numerous brothers, such as Thor and Váli. The Poetic Edda and the Prose Edda contain numerous references to the death of Baldr as both a great tragedy to the Æsir and a harbinger of Ragnarök. According to Gylfaginning, a book of Snorri Sturluson's Prose Edda, Baldr's wife is Nanna and their son is Forseti. In Gylfaginning, Snorri relates that Baldr had the greatest ship ever built, named Hringhorni, and that there is no place more beautiful than his hall, Breidablik. In the Poetic Edda the tale of Baldr's death is referred to rather than recounted at length. Among the visions which the Völva sees and describes in the prophecy known as the Völuspá is one of the fatal mistletoe, the birth of Váli and the weeping of Frigg (stanzas 31–33). Yet looking far into the future the Völva sees a brighter vision of a new world, when both Höðr and Baldr will come back (stanza 62). The Eddic poem Baldr's Dreams mentions that Baldr has bad dreams which the gods then discuss. Odin rides to Hel and awakens a seeress, who tells him Höðr will kill Baldr but Vali will avenge him (stanzas 9, 11).
           The second son of Odin is Baldur, and good things are to be said of him. He is best, and all praise him; he is so fair of feature, and so bright, that light shines from him. A certain herb is so white that it is likened to Baldr's brow; of all grasses it is whitest, and by it thou mayest judge his fairness, both in hair and in body. He is the wisest of the Æsir, and the fairest-spoken and most gracious; and that quality attends him, that none may gainsay his judgments. He dwells in the place called Breidablik, which is in heaven; in that place may nothing unclean be — Brodeur's translation. Apart from this description Baldr is known primarily for the story of his death. His death is seen as the first in the chain of events which will ultimately lead to the destruction of the gods at Ragnarök. Baldr will be reborn in the new world, according to Völuspá. He had a dream of his own death and his mother had the same dreams. Since dreams were usually prophetic, this depressed him, so his mother Frigg made every object on earth vow never to hurt Baldr. All objects made this vow except mistletoe—a detail which has traditionally been explained with the idea that it was too unimportant and nonthreatening to bother asking it to make the vow, but which Merrill Kaplan has instead argued echoes the fact that young people were not eligible to swear legal oaths, which could make them a threat later in life.
            When Loki, the mischief-maker, heard of this, he made a magical spear from this plant (in some later versions, an arrow). He hurried to the place where the gods were indulging in their new pastime of hurling objects at Baldr, which would bounce off without harming him. Loki gave the spear to Baldr's brother, the blind god Höðr, who then inadvertently killed his brother with it (other versions suggest that Loki guided the arrow himself). For this act, Odin and the giantess Rindr gave birth to Váli who grew to adulthood within a day and slew Höðr. Baldr was ceremonially burnt upon his ship, Hringhorni, the largest of all ships. As he was carried to the ship, Odin whispered in his ear. This was to be a key riddle asked by Odin (in disguise) of the giant Vafthrudnir (and which was, of course, unanswerable) in the poem Vafthrudnismal. The riddle also appears in the riddles of Gestumblindi in Hervarar saga. The dwarf Litr was kicked by Thor into the funeral fire and burnt alive. Nanna, Baldr's wife, also threw herself on the funeral fire to await Ragnarök when she would be reunited with her husband (alternatively, she died of grief). Baldr's horse with all its trappings was also burned on the pyre. The ship was set to sea by Hyrrokin, a giantess, who came riding on a wolf and gave the ship such a push that fire flashed from the rollers and all the earth shook. Upon Frigg's entreaties, delivered through the messenger Hermod, Hel promised to release Baldr from the underworld if all objects alive and dead would weep for him. All did, except a giantess, Þökk often presumed to be the god Loki in disguise, who refused to mourn the slain god. Thus Baldr had to remain in the underworld, not to emerge until after Ragnarök, when he and his brother Höðr would be reconciled and rule the new earth together with Thor's sons.
            At about the end of the 12th century, the Danish historian Saxo Grammaticus tells the story of Baldr (recorded as Balderus) in a form which professes to be historical. I feel this is an account supporting my idea that Baldr's death was merely a physical incarnation death, as opposed to the death of his soul. So this would mean he, as a God, didn't die. But only a physical body which he was in passed on. However, according to this Danish historian, Balderus and Høtherus were rival suitors for the hand of Nanna, daughter of Gewar, King of Norway. Balderus was a demigod and common steel could not wound his sacred body. The two rivals encountered each other in a terrific battle. Though Odin and Thor and the rest of the gods fought for Balderus, he was defeated and fled away, and Høtherus married the princess. Nevertheless Balderus took heart of grace and again met Høtherus in a stricken field. But he fared even worse than before. Høtherus dealt him a deadly wound with a magic sword, named Mistletoe, which he had received from Miming, the satyr of the woods; after lingering three days in pain Balderus died of his injury and was buried with royal honours in a barrow.
         So if you're someone who is wanting to call upon Baldr for assistance or for knowledge, then I would say that he is someone very welcoming and would assist you on your spiritual journey. Someone might want to call upon Baldr if they feel lost on their path or otherwise in need of guidance. Someone might call upon Baldr if they're in a dark place and could use a light at the end of the tunnel. He is a great God to connect with if you are searching for hidden meanings and the illuminated truth. If you're searching for a sign, he is one which will not hesitate to give you one if you're honest, pure of heart, and true to your yourself.