Mother God Collective Channeling: Depression, Life, & Advice

Mother God Collective Message

Channeled By: Melody www.SecretMae.com 

The following is questions that was submitted to Mother God Collective and the loving answers to those questions. 

Is the pain, suffering, depression, sadness, anxiety, and fatigue humanity has been feeling from Mother Earth and the collective of humanity, our own emotions, or a combination? 

This is a combination of emotions you feel. You are a highly empathic being, and as such... not all emotions will be your own that you feel. Pay close attention to emotional shifts that occur rapidly. Those are key signals that this is not all your emotions that you're feeling, and in those moments you will be able to look around you and examine who you've been around so as to determine where the emotional energies came from. The mother earth eneries will be felt in a loving way. You shouldn't feel very negative from it. For she is strong and she is loving, even when she feels tired. She is a fighter, that is part of the reason why the weather patterns are eratic. She's attempting to balance herself. This isn't the first time she's been overloaded... I will admit though, this is the first time she's been so overloaded on a global scale though. She knows what to do to cleanse if she deems it necessary. She has precautions in place. But to your combination of emotions, the ones that are your own will seem familiar and will come about in a gradual way. You do feel drained when it comes to human civilization though. You feel this isn't your home, but you're happy to be here also. However, it makes you feel deeply lost at times. You're not alone. 

How do we heal ourselves and our soul and live a happier life? 

Healing is already taking place. It is a process that has already begun. Just like the earth Gaia, humanity, you are strong. The healing process cannot be rushed. There are many out there claiming to be healing and balanced well emotionally, spiritually, and physically in the open eye of others. Yet when they go behind closed doors into the spaces of being alone, they fall apart out of keeping up the appearance of being well kept together. It is okay to be broken and need mending. It is okay to have a moment of weakness. It is okay to not feel happy all the time. It is okay to have ups and downs. The mark of a truly strong person is admitting when they need help and this admitance should be made unto themselves too... not just to others. Those are the first steps, admitting that there is a need for mending. Admitting it inwardly and outwardly so that you can become aware of the healing processes. For when full awareness occurs, you will be able to recognize the healing patterns of the healing, cleansing, and releasing that needs to be done in order to balance yourself spiritually, emotionally, and physically. Your soul knows what to do, but your perception and conditioning of the human society reality is what blocks many. Breaking those blocks and those patterns of the conditioning process is what freeing yourself from what is commonly termed as the matrix. The matrix of the conditioning process that happens in order to keep souls from realizing their full potential in their physical forms. For this is a conditioning process that has happened for a long time, and the global awakening and ascension is about a massive healing. The healing processes has already began, and all you must do is surrender fully to the process. That sounds like it is easier said than done, and to a degree it is. Because the patterns of old thinking and old ways will be hard to release. Meditation, contemplation, being open to your thoughts and evaluating where they originate from. Exploring spiritual teachings you feel drawn to, all the while following your own intuition in where you're being led to. You will naturally be gravitated towards spiritual and emotional healing that will benefit you in your daily physical life. 

Do you have any additional messages to give humanity from the collective?

On a collective front, the whole of the guardians of earth including that of the ascended ones.... we have messages for humanity. You go through many trials, and you sometimes lose hope. However, hope is never lost for good. It can be misplaced, but not lost forever. The same goes with faith and love. Those three are everlasting, and people can lose sight of them. But they won't be forever gone as long as you keep open to them. Humanity, you're strong and you're being led to strengthen your soul power. So many of you are being guided to learn about your souls past, and that is wonderful. For each one of you who begin the awakening process... there is a greater vibration on earth... even though it may not always be felt or seen. Looking to your past is important. Do not focus only on the past though. The history of your soul must be understood before you can fully grasp the concept of your life purpose, but it is also important to not lag with acting on your life purpose once it is found. Creative expression, kind actions, guiding others, whatever you're being called to do... do not procrastinate on those things. Embrace them and go after what you're being called to do. You will know because it will make you happy and excited. It will give you a sense of peace as well. For when an artist gets a tune or an image or words in their mind and heart... they must act and express it. So too is true for what it is you're being called to do... whatever that may be. Even if it is simple actions. Your life is now, and it is important to live in the now while still being mindful of the past and future. In the quest to discover your soul origins and star connections you may get lost in thinking that earth is not where you belong. Yet it is!! For if it wasn't, you wouldn't be there now. You have chosen to incarnate on earth in the now. Seize the moments of now, and live your life to the fullest. Greater expansion and connection with your soul power will be activated through those actions. We say this with love, blessings unto each of you in the spheres of eternity. 

I Feel Broken - My Thoughts While Depressed

       I find myself sitting here dazed in a trance of thought. My mind wanders all over the place, and I am just trying to find a sturdy ground to fall upon. But my mind right now is not a sturdy place. It is up and down and shifting as we speak. I went through a lot this week. Surely there are people out there who has went through more, but I can only speak for my truth. One of my cats has passed away, Hershey was her name. For some they may say well it's just a cat. But to me she felt like my best friend and like family. I had logged down some of the process on my Instagram, and if you follow me on there you may already know. (AstralMelody) But she started to not feel too good sometime last week, actually it was Friday. If she didn't feel good before then, I didn't notice. But the whole month she had sort of been distancing herself. I assumed it was because we have a younger cat who is just about one year old who was not fixed at the time. So I assumed she was distancing herself because of him. What really got me to know for sure that something was wrong was when she was laying there and her I clearly told me that something is wrong. She was experiencing some sort of pain. It was at that moment where I did no psychic readings for the day. I put everything off. I did not do anything but sit there and monitor her all day. At that point she was still moving around and she still has energy. She even drank a little bit of water in eight. However, over the weekend she progressively got worse. It was Sunday night just about 11 pm when she went. I will spare the details, partially because I don't feel I can actually speak them right now.

         My heart fell into a million pieces when that happened. I had promised her over the course of the weekend that I would be strong no matter what happened. But when that moment hit I was not able to be strong. Part of me felt like I let her down because I was not able to be strong for her. I broke down in tears. They streamed from my face like a waterfall. My heart felt like it was in my stomach. My mind felt like it was exploded. I could not hear the spirit Realms at that time. And I am somebody who communicate with the spirit Realms on a daily basis. I was almost completely cut off from any spiritual abilities that I had at that moment due to the grief. On Monday I had to take our youngest cat, the one that is 1 years old, to the vet. It was something that had been scheduled all month. He was supposed to go and get fixed. Well he did and he has done wonderfully. He's already healing. But I had told myself over the course of the weekend at either Monday or Tuesday I was going to bring her she to the vet to see what they say. I didn't get a chance to, I guess it was her time. 

My Princess Hershey

         I know it was something that happened for a reason. There was a lot of synchronistic events surrounding her death. Months before my mother would keep on calling her by the name of one of her siblings who had already passed, his name is midnight. well that already started to give me a little bit of cues that something was afoot. But I didn't want to believe it. I didn't want to read too much into it. It could have been a coincidence. But then on Friday when I was very certain that she did not feel good I called the animal hospital of the road for me and they were closed until Monday. over the course of the weekend, specifically sometime during Sunday, I had a deja Vu moment. This deja Vu moment was something that I had remembered dreaming about before. But I did not remember the dream until the moment actually happened. This moment specifically was just a few moments before her death. just for the simple fact that that deja Vu moment happened it made it worse. I wish I would have remembered it before. But I did it, and I can't blame anyone for it. Part of me wanted to blame my Spirit guides for not warning me. Part of me wanted to curse the gods for not giving me a proper heads up. Part of me just wants to not communicate with Spirit Realms ever again, and to give up on everything. But I can't do that because I have promised her she that I would stay strong. I had promised her that I would continue to be positive and not let this affect me in a terrible way. 

         Today is Wednesday and I and sitting outside trying to finish some work, but I had to get this off my chest. I still I have moments when I feel the overwhelming grief. Mainly this is certain areas of the home where she frequented, and if I go to that area I will remember the memories and it is still painful. But also during that time I feel her near me. This is very comforting, because I can also hear her voice. I know that she was not just a regular animal. I know that she was a being that I call a Galactic. She was a very special soul. I believe she was sent here to assist me and my husband with our spiritual journey, and for whatever reason she was needed somewhere else. I have not talked to her a whole lot yet, but I intend to. I want to know as much about her as possible. So I am going to channel her and get as much information as she is willing to give. But so far I do know that her soul is something much more. She is a member of my soul team. I have known her countless years before this current incarnation of mine. I'm certain her soul, her ascended self, is a part of a feline alien race. This is going to sound preposterous to a lot of people who do not believe such things. But as I said earlier I can only speak my own truth. She has given me certain signs, and I am happy to be spiritually open enough to understand those signs. I might update more the more information I get.

         Update to Friday... yesterday I went to go to the store and sure enough wouldn't you know... I had a flat tire. Thankfully it happened here and not while I was out. So that is a positive side. But it's just things like that lately that have me feeling depressed. Yes I have to admit it. I am depressed, and I have been for a while. I cannot hide it. I shouldn't hide it, because it will not get healed. Pretending I feel good won't actually make me feel good. I must address the issues that bring me down, and they are internal. My life could be much worse, and in many ways I have much to be grateful for. Having depression seems like a slap in the face to the positive things in my life that are urging for my attentions while I focus on the negative. I procrastinate. I lack inspiration. I am unmotivated. I am depressed. And I realize that this is okay to admit. It is healthy to admit, especially if I want to heal those things. Healing something hidden doesn't really work. I must look in the mirror past the mask. Beyond the smile. Through the filter into the real me deeper down. So that I can give her attention and make her shine brightly. That's what I intend to do, and I wanted to voice my thoughts, because life isn't all fucking roses in a beautiful garden. It's shitty, hard, and there will be moments when it feels you're being broken down. Those are moments when you must humble yourself, and look within. Be real with yourself so that you can heal.

          I want to heal. I need to heal. I will heal. Speaking of healing, I was talking with my friend Kasey. I've known her since childhood, and I honor her friendship. I love her deeply. I was real with her last night. I exposed myself emotionally, and told her I am not okay. I told her I was depressed and laid it all out. She expressed her thoughts lately too, and I felt we really had a good bond during those moments. Her and I have been through a lot together, and knowing I have a female friend to talk to is good. Yeah I have my husband, and he's a good listener... but there's nothing like having a female friend to bond with. She wrote a poem who I feel she knew would cheer me up. She's very intuitive... more then she knows. 

You are a star in the far distance, 

A beacon of hope.

You share a dream with the world 

That tomorrow is a better day then the last.

A star that enlightens us 

And reminds us to let go of the past.

You are the Melody that carries us throw. 

Your soothing rhythm keeps us ground.

And by your blues we are forever emotionally bound. 

So when you are sad 

Just remember 

Your Melody is what keeps us dancing 

Like a star in the distant sky.

So don't cry.

Poem Written By Kasey McPhail June 23, 2019

        That poem is where I am going to leave things. If you've been struggling with depression or anything in your life lately... leave a comment below. Share your thoughts. Maybe it will help someone who comes across this blog post in the future. If you're that person who has come across this blog post. There is hope. 

Cosmic Blessings