Random Thoughts: Loki On My Side & More

        So I wanted to share my thoughts today, and I thought it would be better for me to write it down as opposed to talking it in a video. If you've come across this blog post please be warned that it will be a bit rambly. I am just going with the flow of my thoughts and venting them here.

          I have been connecting with the spirit realms quite easily lately. It's wonderful. I've been having vivid dreams and visitations in the astral dimension from my spirit family. I am happy about this because it's given me a lot more connection to a few of my soul family in particular. This is Hondor and the Norse God Loki. Both are spirit guardians to me. I've learned a lot over the past month about things in my life.

          Loki has shared with me a few things over the past few days and weeks. He says for me to be aware of a particular person who I considered a friend. This person isn't someone who is good for me energetically. This person can be quite draining. He told me that he is disapointed that it occured that way, and he appologizes for leading this person into my life. He isn't mad at that person, but is disapointed in their unwillingness to be open emotionally. But he tells me this person has a rough life and blocks herself a lot and she doesn't progress because of her emotional blocks and fears.

          But there is a lesson I've learned, to be mindful of who I call a friend, because not everyone is as open to friendship. I honestly try to be open to friendship, but I am coming to learn that I might not want to be as open as I have been. People can take advantage of you if you're too open. I don't want to close myself off to friendship, but I am going to find a balance in that area. Loki saying that he was disapointed in that female made me think that I don't want my soul family to be disapointed in me. I wouldn't want Loki, Hondor, or any of them to be disapointed. I want to make them proud. I don't want them to think that I am using them for spiritual connection. I am not. I see them as family, just as close as my physical family... maybe closer in some aspects. So him saying that this particular female made him disapointed, and he is going to distance himself from her a bit made me feel contemplative. Have I ever disapointed those who guide me from the spirit realms? I hope not, because lately I have been trying to listen to my intuition, hear their guidance, and follow through.

          I have felt some people lately sending negative energy my way. I am very protective of my space, and I won't hesitate to protect myself or my loved ones. Above all, I have a spirit team who I ask to please protect me. They know when to unleash wrath if someone tries to send curses or evil eye energies may way too much. So I feel Loki warning me of this is his way of saying that he supports me in this and they're there for me. That is something very wonderful to know. I dreamed of this particular female last week, and there was another famale who I dreamed of. Both seperate dreams, but they appeared in there and I take it as a sign that they are two who are sending me negative energy. I take it as a warning from my soul family to be mindful of protecting my space. It was their warning to me. I am eternally greatful for their assistance. Let this blog post be my written thoughts as a message to the world saying I love Loki, Hondor, Lorelei, Amoris, Odin, Freya, Ptah, the Galactics and all others in my spirit team, THANK YOU!! HAIL ALL OF YOU!!! To you all I give my pride!!

My Spiritual Path To The Norse Gods

           My spiritual path is something that I honestly feels like it sort of defines me. I take a lot of pride in my path and how far I've come. This isn't egotistical pride. It's the sort of pride that you have when you've accomplished a goal. The kind of pride that you get when you know you're doing something right or that you're on the right path. I can honestly say that I feel I'm on the right path in my spirituality. I connect very deeply with the Norse Gods. Odin I look to as a father figure. He gives me signs of hawks and ravens in the sky always. I enjoy those signs when I get them. Buldr is one whom I am relatively new to connecting with It's only been this past year or so. The introduction came through a dream where he and I was saving lost souls. He is one of my connections to the underworld. Freya is someone who is like a sister to me, and she is constantly there. I feel she is someone I hold tight bonds to in the higher dimensions. Frigg has given me a dream where she was escourting me around a large palace, and I took that as a place in Asgard. She is a motherly figure whom I can bond with and come to for anything. She and Odin go by many names, but they're my Mother and Father God's. Sif is one whom I have soul ties to. Large karmic ties that bond she and I. I feel we are one. I have an affinity for her, she is my Sifjar. The Goddess of Thunder and Lightning. The partner and twin flame to Thor the God of Thunder and Lightning.

           Thor is one whom I also feel deeply passion for, and I have such a flaming desire for him. This isn't sexual nor is it towards romance. I feel a need to say that I am not a Marvel fangirl. This isn't a passion for Thor the character in the movie. I don't even associate Thor with that character. It's like water and fire, that's the differences between real Norse God Thor and Marvel Thor. So if anyone is on here wanting to assume that I'm just some lusty fangirl, then don't even waste your time reading my words. Thor is someone I've talked about a lot here on my website, on my youtube channel, and in my personal life with certain friends. He's someone that's been in my life forever, since birth and beyond. But I found out about him when I first began to connect with my spirit guides. This was when I started to really take my spiritual awakening seriously. I began to reach out to my spirit guides more through divination and meditation. I found out about two at first. One was Amoris who showed herself to me a lot in childhood and when I was a teenager. Lorelei was like a silent guide for a while, but she always helped me be drawn back to my Pagan path. There was always a male figure present, but I didn't connect with him. I chose to connect with my female guides, because I am a female and I guess I just felt more comfortable with them. Even though I know I had a strong bond with this other spirit guide presence. It was around 2012 or so when that spirit guide figure began to come through when I was connecting with my other guides via divination and meditation. It was slow at first, and he introduced me to my Viking roots. I had always loved the Viking and Norse Culture, even in childhood listening to the tales in History class. I even had a pagan friend tell me when we were teenagers that I should connect more with the Viking Gods. I remember her specifically telling me Thor would probably be a good God for me to connect with.

            That was when I was sort of still held by my Christian beliefs, and I was at a phase to not embrace my pagan path as much as I should have been. But I cherish those memories now like signs that I am finally where I need to be. So when this male guide came through, he introduced me to him through the name of Hondor. That's how it came through to me, but it sounds more like Hund Dor. He explained to me how he and I share a past life a long time ago in the regions of the Vikings. It was in the 700's AD. This was a lifetime which did not end in a happy ending necessarily. Long story short, I died well before my time during a storm on a Viking Knarr ship. I fell off the ship during a terrible storm, and it was my death. A death that eats at me even now. I remember as if it only happened yesterday. I recall screaming and the feeling of dread. I remember the icy cold water, and being submerged by darkness and water with only the stars above to give me a little hope after the ship went out of view. I remember hearing the screams of those on the ship calling my name, Hondor calling my name. I remember my name then, it was Fonn. This is something that has haunted me since I was a kid.

          I remember going body surfing with my older brothers. It was so much fun, but I then began to get these terrible dreams of large tidal waves taking me under and washing me away. These monsterous large Ocean Waves consuming me. The Ocean is something I love. I don't fear it. I am a Cancer in astrology, July 5th is my birthdate. I love the water, but seeing large waves gives me this sinking feeling in my heart. When that information came through about my past life it's like it all made sense. The more I embraced my connection to my male spirit guide who had always been ever present. The more I opened my heart to him after all the years of ignoring it, I realized key things that gave me indications that he was giving me riddles to solve. My spirit guides loved to speak to me in riddles, to see if I could figure out the truth. It was like quests they would send me on, and they still do sometimes. They wanted me to learn some stuff on my own instead of just telling me. So I just happened to be coming accross some Old Norse words, and I made the connection that Hund Dor (how I sounded out the word Hondor) roughly translates to Hand Of Thor. Then there was a lot of other key elements, which I will not name here as it would take too long, that led me to the realization that there's more to this male spirit guide then he is revealing.             So one day I got the balls to ask him the truth, and he revealed to me the truth... He is the Norse God Thor. So Thor took on the presence of a spirit guide figure to me throughout my life so that I could get to know him for him. So that I wouldn't see him for a Godly presence or a Thunder controling, hammer wielding spirit who is seen as a God on earth. He did that so that I could get to know the real him, the deeper true him. I also want to say that in no way am I demeaning anyone else who connects with him. I am merely sharing my own journey. But anyway, I did get to know the deeper him. In fact, he never speaks of his hammer when connecting with me. It's none of those cliche's that the Norse God in the mythologies seem to be associated with. He's very loving, wise, strong, passionate, protective, and powerful. I find comfort knowing that I have such a strong bond with him. It's simular to how a devoted Christian might feel comforted by knowing Jesus cares. That's how much passion I feel for my Hondor... for Thor. There is so much more I could say on this topic, but that's as much as I am going to write. I share this because I feel I've been called to share more over this past year. Perhaps I will learn more from sharing my experiences. Perhaps there is someone else out there with simular experiences, and by me sharing my experiences our paths will cross. I have crossed paths with a lot of great Norse God devotee's by me sharing my own experiences, and I cherish those connections with other devotee's or other Godspouses that I have met. 

              Another whom I have a deep connection with is Loki. This is partly through the underworld, Helheim. I connect with Helheim entities a lot, and those of the underworld are not all bad. Just like Loki, who is seen as evil by many, but he's not. Sure he's mischevious, he loves a good prank sometimes. He can be destructive.... but not in a bad way necessarily. It's in a destructive way so you can rebuild a stronger foundation. My husband has worked with Loki and his spirit guides by overcoming his anger. But in order for him to control his anger, he needed to experience that anger. That can be seen as the destructive side, but through that darkness he was brought to the light through overcoming anger and being more balanced. Loki helped with that. For me he has been guiding me over the past few years to be more open about him and I. So I started to talk more about how I work with him to friends who I thought I could trust. Some of that turned out good, some not. But I learned, and I broadened it. I began sharing my Loki experiences on my YouTube channel. That really showed great benefits for me personally, because I faced my fear of being judged. I didn't want people to look at me as some bullshit fan girl. I cannot say this enough... I do not associate Loki with the Loki from the Thor movies. It's like fire and water, that's how different I see it. Loki has many disguises though.

             One thing I can say for the Thor movies is that they have awakened many people to the Norse Gods, and I see that as a GREAT THING!! However you're brought to them doesn't matters. What does matter is what you do with it. If you choose to dig deeper and learn more about Norse Mythology and more about the Norse Gods. It's like Christianity, people can be brought to Jesus through movies of Jesus. Some people are guided to believing in Angels through movies about guardian angels. It's the same for those who are brought to their Norse God connection their movies or media... it's okay. I will say this though... the Thor movies did help awaken me to learn more about the TRUTH of the Norse Gods. That research is what helped me to really appriciate them even more. Before I would know about them through what teachers in school may have said or through a few tales that were passed down in childhood. But researching about them was so fun. I urge anyone who feels curious about them to do your own research. You'll be led to what you need to.

              Back to my connection to Loki, he is someone I see as a best friend. Someone who is like a kindred spirit to me. I always feel so awakened when connecting with him. The past few years I have began to dig deeper and truly accept my connection to him, and I believe that he and I are kindred souls. He has guided me to many places in dreams, meditations, and astral travels. He has showed me so much, and when I do have an astral journey with him it's always cherished. I remember one journey to a place in Helheim with him, and he showed me a river which was simular to the river sticks in Greek Mythology of the underworld river of Hades. But this place was beautiful in a dark way. When I connect with him about others, he normally always has something good to say about people. Sure he can have a destructive side, and I have heard that some Lokeans or people who are Loki devotees have issues with him ignoring them or having arguments with him. This is also true for some Lokean Godspouses. In my own experiences I can say that I haven't had any bad experiences with Loki. But I am someone who is hard to make angry. I try to avoid confrontation, and that is also something they've been helping me with. So that also could be why I only see his good side. I am sure he can have a negative side, don't we all? I have saw Thor's destructive side before, but not targeted towards me. He's normally very patient with me. But don't let that deter you from connecting with either of them if they're God's whom you admire. I hope this helps someone out there embrace their own journey, because that's why I am sharing it. It's my way of embracing my own journey.

Loki And Thor: My Two Loves Who Guide Me Every Day - A Godspouse Testimony

Loki And Thor: My Two Loves Who Guide Me Every Day - A Godspouse Testimony

          First and foremost I want to begin this by saying that I am not a Marvel Fangirl. I do not associate the actors to the Norse Gods. I am a Pagan and I suppose you could say that I am a polytheist. I see the Gods as very real individuals, who are just as real as you and me, and not as metaphors or aspects of one great God or Goddess. believe in many different dimensions and realms, and I believe that this is where many of the Gods and Goddesses reside. I have been into stories of Thor and Norse Mythology since I was a young girl. I remember it would be in the Summer in the 90's and we didn't have air conditioning when I was little. So when it thunder stormed we would go outside and enjoy the rain as long as the lightling wasn't streaking too dangerously. It was a lot of fun, and I remember the tales of Thor storming accross the sky with his chariot, goats, and hammer. I remember hearing tales of the rainbow leading to a fantasy realm. I believed in elves, fairies, and magic. I saw all of this as real, and I still do. In adulthood I began to research more and more into Norse Mythology, and I realized by connection to Loki. I realized I had visitations from him when I was young.

          I remember being about 3 years old and I was going to a celebration at my older brother's school for a group he was in called Future. I remember seeing a man and a female who looked very different from the 80's fashion styles at the time. The female was to the right of the man and was slightly shorter then the man. She had a darker brownish red colored hair, and the male had black hair that was long and neatly combed. The male stared at me with the biggest brightest smile. I went to walk over to him because he was so welcoming in energy. My mother yelled at me for walking away from her. She asked me who I was walking to. I realized that she didn't see them. I remember saying that I was walking to the man, and she said there was nobody there and to not try to walk away again or I might get lost. I still wanted to walk up to the man, but he waved his hand as if to say no, stay with your mother. So I obeyed. I now realize who that person was. It was the mischevious Loki coming in to say hello.

          I also remember another time when I was about 3 or 4 years old. It was the day I first saw a rainbow. It was a very large and bright double rainbow, and my mom called me outside to see it. She explained to me the story of the rainbow, and how there are tales of the end of the rainbow being connected to a magical mystical land. I saw a face in the sky that day. It was the face of what I now interpret as Thor. I feel very blessed to have these experiences, and these are just two experiences of times when I felt their presence or saw them. It was a great feeling to finally understand those moments when I first began to really embrace my Pagan path. 

         So I suppose techniqually you could label me a Godspouse of both Loki and Thor. But I don't like the label of something that is so one sided. I don't see myself as a spouse of a God necessarily. I see myself as having a deep intimate connection with Loki and Thor. I deeply connect with many other Gods and Goddesses as well. But it is to Loki and Thor who hold my heart. I have made my own connections to Loki and Thor to the Greek Pantheon. I often wonder if all the Gods and Goddesses can be matched up that way. I won't go into those connections I've made just yet on here. I don't feel now is the time to release that, as I still feel it is something I haven't got all the information about for myself yet. I also do not call Thor by the name of Thor. I call him by a name that I personally know him as, and it's a name that bonds he and I together through an experience a long time ago on earth. If other's are reading this right now, you may not believe me... But that's okay because I know it's true from within my soul. I do refer to Loki as Loke. He has shared with me other names he goes by, but I do prefer the term Loki or Loke. I feel it's partially because of my own name. Melody, take away the Me and leave just the Lody. It sounds very simular to Loki, and I like that. I feel like a best frend connection with Loki for so long. It has only been recently when I have feel a stronger romantic bond with him. By romantic I don't mean sex really, even though that has come up. (I feel nervous about sharing this, but I am going to proceed.) It is about the connection that two souls share, and physical sex doesn't have to be a part of that. It's kind of like when you stare into the eyes of a lover or a partner and just know that you both have a soul bond that goes deeper then flesh and bone. It penetrates the soul, and is a link that forever bonds the two. That's what I feel with Loki, and it's a beautiful feeling to have such a connection with another soul. I call them souls, because they are souls, just like us. It just so happens that they have a higher ranking in a way. So I honor that. 

         When it comes to Thor I feel the most powerful sense of wonder, lust, enjoyment, happiness, and pure fascination when I connect with him. When I see him in dreams and astral travels I feel so deeply impacted by the gaze from his eyes. In the eddas it says that Thor has fierce of fiery eyes. That's so true, because his eyes stab you with wonder. They penetrate your soul with mystery and call out to you. When he looks at you, it's like you're looking into the depth of a blazing star that is brightly shining and so amazingly beautiful. It's powerful with strength and you feel it with every sense of your being. That's what I feel when I connect with Thor. Like I said, you could count me as a Godspouse, but I do not personally define myself as a Godspouse. I take my relationships with the Gods and Goddesses that I honor very seriously. 

          Just the other day I was connecting with Thor in my spirit journal. My spirit journal is a journal I have where I write out messages to the spirit realm entities I connect with, such as my spirit guides, the Gods and Goddesses, etc. I also channel messages and log them in there. So I have been led by Thor lately to come to terms with my own opinion of marriage. I feel like I dislike marriage because of my parents marriage. They're married still, but might as well not be. In all of my years here on earth so far I have never saw them me loving to one another. They both have their own reasons and their own faults, but it's something that I feel negative about. When I think of marriage I think of their relationship, and I feel as though I don't want any parts of marriage because of that. I think that's a main reason why I don't want to define myself as a spouse, I don't even like to refer to my life partner, my husband, as a spouse. Techniqually we are not married, but we have been together for over 10 years. We both consider one another as a spouse, and I call him my husband and he calls me his wife. But the actual marriage hasn't happened, and I never wanted a marriage when I was growing up. I certainly didn't want a big wedding. I thought if anything I would elope or something like that. But I realize my reluctance to go get that marriage paper with my husband is because of my negative attachments to the idea of marriage. This has also hindered my deep connection with Thor. Now in recent years with my bonding to Loki, it's also hard. I've told him that I would rather us remain as best friends and perhaps talk about the idea of a deeper bond later. I feel like Thor and my husband Dwayne is enough for now. But I know he wants that deeper bond. I feel it everytime I connect with him, whether it's in my spirit journal, dreams, astral travels, etc. I feel it, and I feel I owe it to myself to figure out how to take away that negative attachment to the label of marriage. I like the idea of being bonded with another soul. I like the idea of life long bondings and partnerships. But it's when the term marriage comes in when I begin to cringe. So I thank Thor for helping me to realize that I have this negative attachment to marriage. I have discussed with my mother about why she's so negative, and it led to intense arguments, most of which has now passed. I know my dad's side. I know why their marriage didn't work. They got married young and for the wrong reasons, but were both too poor to really seperate. My mother has deep emotional issues when it comes to depression. My dad has his own issues, and also Bi-Polar. No I didn't grow up in an abusive childhood, but my dad cussed and yelled all the time. To this day I still dislike the fuck out of aggression and confrontation. But I have got better with dealing with that also thanks to Loki, Thor, and Dwayne my life partner-husband. 

           So this post has turned into my own life issues, but I wanted to include that because that's how deeply bonded I feel with Thor and Loki. They help me out in so many ways, and to me that is intimacy. That is romance. That is love. That is marriage. Being best friends with someone and feeling that deep soul bond. It's not about sex. You can fuck whoever you want, sex isn't even in this for me... even though it has come up and it's a nice thing to experience. But to me marriage and being a spouse, even a Godspouse... it's about being best friends and deeply knowing that other person. It's about partnership and an eternal bonding. What do you think? Leave a comment below, and don't forget to subscribe to this blog using the side panel tab to the right of the page. If you don't see the side panel tab then you're probably viewing this blog on a mobile device. Scroll all the way down to the bottom of the page and click to view the website as the desktop version. Then you'll see the side panel to subscribe to this blog.

Cosmic Blessings

Loki Showing Himself & My Visit To Asgard - Melody's Thoughts

         Today is a new day. I am feeling renewed somehow. It's a cloudy day here, and the air is cooler. The breeze is slightly blowing, and I hear the movement of the Autumn leaves in the trees. Days like today really get me thinking about things, and lately I've been doing so much thinking about deeper issues outside of my day to day mundane life. Today I have thoughts about Loki on my mind. This is the Norse god Loki, and he has been a great friend to me. He has been a permanent fixture in my life for the past few years, but this has also been throughout my entire life. I have had experiences with him in childhood, and I appreciate that he has been a reoccurring guide in my life. He never gives up basically. That is something that I find he does with everyone who honors him or reaches out to him. He will not give up on you. If you ask him for space, then he will give you that space. He will honor what you want, but he is somebody that will definitely be able to help when you need a friend. I feel as though he is a God who is very misunderstood. Loki is known as a trickster, and a lot of people do not see him for who he truly is. He is more than just a trickster. Sure he likes a good laugh. Sure he likes to have a good time sometimes, but don't we all? He can also be very serious and give a lot of wisdom. I know that he has given me so much wisdom when I ask for it, and he has guided me to deeper awareness of myself and my soul identity. I wanted to share some of my experiences today. This is more along the lines of me trying to come to terms with my true and genuine self. This is me discussing my own experiences, because I feel as though it is good for me to do so. I love writing, and I have got to a point in my life where I stopped writing. That's something that use to partially define me. You would always see me with a notebook in hand or writing something down. So instead of doing my usual YouTube videos, I am going to make use of my love for writing and my blog website. 

         Yesterday I was sitting outside doing some work on my tablet, it was a sunny day and the weather was on the verge of being too warm. I have a little rectangular table that is in between an evergreen Bush and a yellow poplar tree. I sit right in between the tree and the bush. So it is common for me to see spiders. I am not deeply afraid of spiders. There are ones that we have around here that is relatively common. They are little black ones with white spots. Yesterday I felt something on my left shoulder. This was a very small black spider with white spots. It was just sitting there ever so calmly. I went to brush it off and I thought I was successful in brushing It off, but he moved more towards my back and out of my reach. A few minutes later I felt it again and it was sitting back on my shoulder. I tried to brush it off again so I would not hurt the spider. After that happened I realized that this was most likely Loki. He has appeared to me and my husband before as spiders. My husband was deeply afraid of spiders, but due to Loki appearing as spiders, it has assisted him in his arachnophobia. This is just one example of how Loki can help. He will work through fears that you have with you. For my own experience yesterday with him sending me his energy through that spider sitting on my shoulder, I feel as though it was him letting me know that he is right beside me no matter what. As of late I have been questioning my life a lot. I have been questioning my own understanding of things and really trying to embrace who I am truly. So him appearing there to me, even if it is as a spider, that give me confirmation that we are not as separated from the higher dimensional Realms as we feel like we are in this physical incarnation. Sometimes it is so hard to deal with being in a physical Incarnation. I feel so restricted in this physical body and here on Earth. The more I awaken to my spiritual energy. The more I become aware of my soul potential. The harder it is to live with these physical limitations, and that's what it honestly feels like here on earth for me right now. Like I am trapped in a suit of flesh until the suit of flesh expires. Sounds extreme right? I agree. Nonetheless, I seem to have memories of a place that seems like a higher dimensional space. My visions and soul memories show places that seem like Heavenly realms. I like to think of this as what Asgard looks like.

        If you are unaware, Asgard is one of the nine worlds of Norse mythology. It is home to the tribes of the Aesir. The Aesir is one of the two tribes of gods. The other tribe is called Vanir. In Norse mythology Asgard is understood as being in the sky; and is connected to midgard, which is Earth, the world of humanity. What connects Asgard to midgard is the Rainbow Bridge, which is called the bifrost. As compared to other mythologies, such as Greek, Asgard would be compared to Mount Olympus. But I personally like to think of Asgard like a higher dimensional place. Similar to what Christians perceive as Heaven. This is a utopian place and is like paradise. It is a place that you really would want to go to. I have had many visions of places that seem very otherworldly. I think of these places as where my soul calls home. I feel like Earth is not necessarily my home, even though it is my current home for my physical body. I feel like these Visions are memories of where I was before I decided to enter into this physical incarnation. I see visions of beautiful Rivers shimmering and glowing. These Rivers connect to beautiful waterfalls. As the water falls down and hits the bottom, the Mist comes up and enters into the air. The Mist glistens, and the smell of this place is like the fragrance of rain mixed with flowers. So imagine that scent times 1000. I have received images of huge palaces. These are different structures than what we find here on Earth. Even throughout Earth history I have not saw anything similar to what these palaces look like. They are so tall and they could fit Giants within them. I remember seeing large Halls which connect to different rooms. But the halls have these humongous arches. These archways would be extremely tall. They would be so much more taller than what a normal human height would require. If I had to estimate they would approximately be about 50 ft tall. There are other archways which would be smaller. I also remember seeing visions of a bridge. This is a bridge that you would walk on and it seemed to be paved with a glistening Stone. Even though it was a bridge for walking over, it was extremely large. It was large enough for a giant to walk on. Think about how wide a common two-lane road is here on Earth. That is approximately the size of these walkway Bridges. In regards to the stone, think about how a snowy quartz stone would look if you paved an entire walkway with white glistening gemstones. If you looked down from the railings you would see Rushing Water underneath. But there would also be beautiful Lush forest and plants that these walkway Bridges would go across. I remember this Pavilion with something that looked like a gazebo on top. It was very large, and it also looks like it was created with beautiful gemstone. The structures were not made by concrete or cement. They were not made by Brick or wood. It looked like these places were made out of the most beautiful gemstones. I remember so many things in this place glowing and shimmering. There would really be no use for a sun to illuminate this place, because everything seem to illuminate on its own. I do remember there being what looks like a sky, but it's hard to explain. There are a lot of different colors. Think about how beautiful a colorful Sunset looks here on Earth. Now imagine this places sky being like a colorful sunset, but still illuminated with the most purest vibrant light you can imagine. It's not light from a sun. It's not light from artificial means such as electricity. It is something that I don't know how to explain.

       I remember going here with a few of my female Spirit guides. I also was here with Thor and also Loki on a few occasions. I have been here by myself talking with the Goddess Frigga. In this place there are other dimensional gateways. There are portals which lead to the other realms. So from this heavenly place you can get to anywhere else. I also remember something like a library, but Frigga and my female guides explained it to me as if it were like the akashic records. There are these things which appeared to me like books. But it's not how we perceive books to be here on Earth. Once you open it up it transports you to that story. Whatever book you open, it transports you to that place and that time. So if you are opening a book of somebody's lifetime, you can revisit that person's lifetime, so essentially this is like an akashic records Library. I feel so blessed to have these visions and to remember them. I feel like this place is my home. This place is where my soul belongs. This is everything that I've been holding back, and I feel extremely proud to be writing this right now. Because it's like I am coming to terms with all of this and really embracing it. I'm not letting fear of being judged get in the way.

         So I feel like that is where I'm going to end this post. I have so much more to say, but I do not want to overwhelm myself with what I'm going to put out first. Words cannot express how happy I am right now for taking the initiative to really put this out there. I'm not putting this out there for other people to see, even though I know that other people will see it, and it can potentially help other people. Particularly if there is anybody else out there looking for similar answers such as what I have been doing. I am not putting this out there to rub it in other people's faces who worship and honor the Norse gods and goddesses. I'm not trying to boast about all of the things that I remember. I'm not sharing this from a place of selfish Pride. I'm sharing this from a place of being proud of myself and for seeing who I really am and not hiding it. I genuinely hope that other people come across this, because I would love to communicate with other people who have similar experiences. So if you are reading this right now, and if you can relate to anything that I have stated. Please leave a comment below and share your experiences. Let's try to create a community where we don't have to hide who we are just because we are afraid of being judged by Society here on Earth. Let's create a community where it's okay to be ourselves. I feel like the gods are guiding me through this. I feel like Loki, Thor, and my Spirit guides are urging me to do this. And I am very happy to be at a place in my life where I can hear their messages and listen to what they have to say. So that's where I end this, I hope that you bookmark this website. In the side tabs of this website you can find the area where you can subscribe and sign up for notifications. That way you will know whenever I post something new. Have a beautiful day and Cosmic blessings to all of you.