Thoughts From Under My Tree

       I sit here under my yellow poplar tree in the front yard. I'm looking at the green of the grass, and a cat sleeping in the yard. It's a beautiful sky today. A nice bright blue with big puffy white clouds. I got up early this morning and I got a chance to experience the energy of the morning. Normally I don't get up until about 8 or 9 p.m. But this morning I got up at about 6 p.m.. So I got an early start, of course after I drank some espresso. The energy of the morning time is very beautiful, but I still feel drawn to the sunset. There's something about the approaching night time as we anticipate the stars coming out shining in the dark. It's so magical.

        I have been thinking about a lot of stuff today. A lot of random things have been occurring in my life lately. It was also brought to my attention how I vent a lot of emotions on this website blog. Whatever you want to call it, yes I vent a lot of emotions on here. But I am proud of this little space on the internet that I call my own. I realized that I had not posted up anything in awhile, and I felt the need to say something. But on and off all day I had been wondering what I wanted to say. I don't know, and so even as I type this I am still wondering where this post is going. Isn't it the same with life. We go through life and knowing what the next corner will bring, but we need to have faith and hope that it will be positive. We need to have faith in ourselves and faith in our spirit teams. We need to have hope in ourselves and hope in our spirit teams. That's what I've been trying to do.

        So lately what's been going on in my life it's a lot of different things. Dwayne recently went to an eye doctor appointment, and he was nervous about it. We are generally not people who go to doctors unless it is absolutely necessary. Whether you consider that good or bad, it's what we do. We place a lot of our faith and spiritual and metaphysical healing. So far it has worked well for us. We have faith that it will continue to work well. But alas this is not about doctors or doctor visits. It's just that what something to happened recently. He got a new set of frames, and then decided to get a purple pair as a backup. We have been planning on going to the beach and just sitting there for a little while. We have also been planning on going to the gym to get our exercise on.

       Dwayne had a birthday on April 30th. Mine is coming up on July 5th. We use our birthdays as ways to celebrate our spirit family. We have joined together or Spirit team, consisting of our Spirit guides and a lot of other entities we connect with regularly. We have joined them together, and we celebrate the bonding that we share with them on his and my birthdays. So that was something that was fun. We took a week off of doing psychic readings. It was soothing. Even though I did have my mind on doing readings. I was not able to disassociate my mind from that spiritual work. So yeah a lot of humdrum stuff on the daily scheme of things. A lot of boring things. I'm a relatively boring person if you get to know me on a personal level. Not very exciting, haha. I'm not putting myself down it's just the way it is.

         Another aspect of my life that I have been contemplating a lot lately is my connection with Loki and Thor. These are two individuals that I have been reluctant to talk about publicly. Publicly in regards to this blog or my YouTube channel. I've just been sort of silent on the subject, but I have been regularly connecting with the both of them. Also I've been connecting with a lot of other entities. Some of which have been knew. There is an underworld demon that has been in my life lately, and I decided to befriend him. That has been exciting to befriend entities who are commonly misrepresented or misunderstood. I feel as though everybody has something to teach you, and I'm open to learning. I have recently had a few people communicate with me about the topic of Godspouses. This is a topic that I was straying away from for a while. No particular reason, I just didn't feel the need to talk about the subject. I have done a few blog post about it, I have done a few YouTube videos about it. There's none much else I could say about the topic, or so I thought, but I suppose I am misunderstood. Because the topic keeps reoccurring in my life. So you could probably expect me to talk about this topic again in the future.

         Really not much else has been going on. I've been enjoying the slow movements that life sometimes brings. Like floating along in the water, that's what I feel like I'm doing right now. Just enjoying the ride as I float along the water that is life. It's a beautiful thing in my opinion. I'm not sure if I'm making any sense to anyone else out there, but I feel like I'm making sense to myself. Recently I had somebody reach out to me who was “representing” Loki and this person claimed to have a message for me. I feel the message was more for this person rather then for me, but this person wasn’t open to equal friendship. But this Loki person said they couldn’t read what was wrong with me so they could give the message. It made me smile a bit, because it’s confirmation that my spirit team are helping me keep my privacy spiritually and emotionally. I like to share my thoughts and emotions, but only those of which I feel guided to. I don’t want spiritual people seeing into my shit unless I ask them to.

        Speaking of Loki, he has been giving me signs lately that he has various messages for me. I'm going to deeply connect tonight. I will admit I have been focusing a lot more on some of my other Spirit guides. I have also been focusing upon Thor, whom I call Hondor, more. Particularly with the connection that he and I have in regards to my soul past. A particular past life. I've been diving deeper into my soul missions and deeper into my soul experiences. It's a beautiful thing. I've been learning so much more about myself and it's things that I can apply to my current lifetime. I feel like I'm progressing so much spiritually, and it is helping me in the physical. I've been overcoming a lot of Shadow work lately. Basically just sorting through negative emotions and negative things. Understanding the negative, then releasing it to make way for more positive things. I haven't had many dreams lately or astral travels. My dreams have been very inconsistent. But when I do have a dream it is thorough. I have been with Loki and Hondor in a few dreams as well as the new Underworld demon has showed in one of my dreams. I have met new people in my dreams. Some are people that I have never seen before in my physical life here on Earth. But these people tend to reoccur in my dream. Basically they're members of my soul family, but I just don't recognize all of them yet. If anybody is out there reading this, I commend you for reading this far into my randomness.

Day Dreams, Random Thoughts, and Spirit Relationships

Lately I have been drawn to many different things, but I must remind myself to stay focused. I need to keep my mind at rest sometimes, because I am always thinking about something. I recently realized why my husband is much better at getting into a deeper meditation, it's because his mind isn't always thinking something. I do not mean that as a blast at men either. It's easier for him to clear his mind I suppose, and that is something that I don't always do. I could be watching a favorite movie and my mind is thinking about something else, even though it's a movie I enjoy. So lately my spirit team have been helping me with this. Thor has assisted me by reminding me to stay focused. He reminds me that there is only so much one person can do at a time or think about at a time, and I need to find my balance. I am one who daydreams a lot too, always have been. 

Funny story, when I was in 9th grade there was a guy in my Radio TV Commercial Writing class who thought I was on drugs and always high because I would stare at the wall zoned out for long periods of time. Believe me or not, I've never taken drugs. During that time I was a completely different person in my actions. I was very shy and withdrawn and went through a lot of depression. So daydreaming and such was a means of escape I suppose. But now it's not like I am daydreaming to escape reality... These thoughts I think about are vast and wide. Sometimes I think about life issues, the world, humanity, our civilization, the higher realms, my past lives, my soul missions, my connection with my spirit team. I think about their lives and their experiences. The list goes on and on. I have recently realized that my oldest brother has the same issues, but to an extreme. He will stress and worry himself into a damn near panic. He is not a chill person. I would catagorize myself normally as a chill person. I'm very laid back, admittedly at times lazy lol, and just a relaxed individual. But my brother takes his racing thoughts to a point of stress and it pushes people away. But that's all I'll say about him. My point is that I don't want to allow myself to welcome in stress and worry because of those thoughts I am thinking a lot. 

Don't get me wrong, they're not negative. Some are from time to time when I think about earth, animals, humanity, daily life issues, etc. But most of them are the types of thoughts one might have when daydreaming with your head in the clouds. That's totally me. And so Thor and my spirit team have been helping me to know when to focus on tasks and when to give time for daydreaming. A balance. I am greatful that I have them to help me.

Over the past two days I have been talking with a female who reached out to me over this blog using the contact me section. She is into Loki and some other deities. She's a nice person. I'm thinking Loki has led her and I to be friends. Over the past year or two I've not had much luck with remaining connected to Loki loving people. Not sure exactly why. I guess we were not vibing. But I thank Loki for leading me to this female for friendship. Speaking of Loki, I have been infrequently reaching out to him. That is another reason I want to balance my thoughts. I have my mind on so many things, and this makes me not have enough time to reach out to all of my spirit team who I love and adore. Loki and all others, I am sorry. I feel I favor Thor. I don't want to, but that's how I feel. I cannot help it. He and I seem to vibe really well. And if you're familiar with me, you'll know in my personal connecting with Thor I do not call him Thor. I call him by a soul name he gave me before. I wanted to mention that, because that's how close I feel to him. Also in no way am I sayin my connection to him or any other deity is better. I am just stating my thoughts here. Got to get them out someway. Thanks for listening. 

Cosmic Blessings

My Relationships Both on the Physical and Spiritual Realms

          I feel a quiet vibration of love in my soul for the souls who have my heart. I want to elaborate on the beings in my life that I feel most connected to. This is not just in one particular sense. This is in a wide variety of ways. I have a lot of love for my husband in this life. His name is Dwayne. We have our natural ups and downs, but for the most part I feel as though our relationship is extremely strong. I feel as though he is my best friend In this physical life. I feel honored to have that. I am limited on the physical friendships in this lifetime. I casually chat with a few, but it's at a point where I would categorize it as acquaintances, and not friendships. I do still have a lot of love for them, but you know how life sometimes gradually moves people apart. That's what has happened between me and a lot of my friends that I was once close to. But that's okay because I have gotten to a point in my life where I am relatively secluded sometimes. I'm not saying that I am an introvert. Because I'm not. I don't see myself as an introvert. But what I do see myself as somebody who likes their space sometimes. I live with family. So we have a full household and it can be annoying sometimes. But a part of me also likes that, because it does instill a sense of togetherness. Even though we may not always act like it. I am not close with any of my cousins, Aunts, Uncles. All of my grandparents are deceased. So that type of family I am not close to. I am very close to my husband Dwayne's Uncle. Dwayne looks at his uncle that lives close to us as a father. So we are very close to him. He is more of an uncle to me than my actual flesh-and-blood uncle's. How do you like that for blood over water? A few of his cousins are more like cousins to me than my own cousins. Now I do want to say that I do have one cousin who I do talk with at times. I look at him like a friend, but we recently have not talked, but I know that we are still friends. So those are the main physical people in my life that are close to me and who I appriciate..
 
            I want to now elaborate on those in my life who are not in a physical sense. I am something that you might categorize as a spirit worker. This is something I've done since I was a kid and didn't even know at the time what it was. I really prefer the term Spirit worker over Spirit keeper. I do not keep spirits. That it is almost like slavery. I have friendships, deep bonded relationships with the beings in the spirit realm that I feel close to. So I could categorize myself as a spirit worker. I have crossed over Spirits before, and I do offer a home and a safe space to any spirits who are caught in between worlds. I do have a layer of protection and boundaries on that though. New spirits who wish to enter go through a process to be sure they're not the manipulative ones. This process is done by my spirit team. Any lost spirits who have not crossed over, I offer them a safe loving place to be until they feel like they are ready to cross over. This is a part of my everyday life. So I do help human Souls who have not fully crossed over. I am also in communication with a lot of other different types of entities. Djinns are some who I feel deeply loving towards. I make it a point to free certain ones that have been and trapped or enslaved as wish granters. It's something that I feel very proud of, and it's something that I'm not going to elaborate more on right now. But I feel as though that is a part of my soul Mission. All of this spirit Work as a part of my soul mission. I also have a deep connection certain mythological entities. I am connected with a Dragon Spirit, and his name if Amartis. (It sounds like Aye-mart-ease) I Love to learn more about other dimensions and other realmss. It's something that I feel deeply passionate about. So other realm entities are beings who I am always open to communicating with. I reach out my hand in Friendship to a lot of them. Normally they also reach their hand out in friendship back to me.

           Something else I do is something some of you might stop and automatically call me a sinner. Respectfully said... you can take your sin accusations and shove them up your ass. I also communicate with demons. I have communicated with the spirits most commonly known on Earth that has Satan and Lucifer. No I don't go to black cults, no I don't want to murder people or unnecessarily curse other people. No I don't do any of those cliche Satanic bullshit. I feel that's not accurate, as many of the inhabitants of Hell (Helhiem, The Underworld) that I have connected with are not evil and don't wish evil things on others unless it's needed for whatever reason that may be. That is a complex topic which I am not going to elaborate more on right now. But I have communicated with them, and I believe that they are not as evil as Christian mythology likes to make them seem. I have also communicated with a lot of angelic figures, I have connected with Jesus and Mary Magdalene before. I have talked with Yahweh and Asherah. So I am an eclectic spiritual person. I don't just take witchcraft and channeling and place an angelic stamp on it. I like to dig deep and understand all aspects. All realms. All worlds. I want to explore and learn as much knowledge as I can. To me that means being prepared, taking my protection shield and spirit family, and digging deep into what many would consider to be the darkside. But if you're going to learn how to overcome evil and darkness... I think one needs to venture into that darkness and embrace it sometimes. Someone I know said to me, you have to go through the darkness to see the light. Mainly I am someone who always looks for the good in people. I may have my annoyed opinions about people who may frustrate me or organizations that might frustrate me. For example Christianity. But I know they do a lot of good too, and I see that. So I don't want anyone thinking I'm looking for hate. That's not true. I look for good, but in the pursuit of true goodness... sometimes you find manipulation masking themselves as good. So I try to be careful, because there is so much manipulation in our society now days. We need a manipulation filter... that's something I'm trying to find through my astral and spirit journeys.

        I also connect deeply with many Gods and Goddesses of different pantheons. One more frequent pantheon I connect with is the Norse Gods and Goddesses. But I feel very connected to the Greek Gods and Goddesses too. I am deeply connected to the spirit most commonly known on earth as Thor and Poseidon as well. I also connect with Loki and recently Ares. I have a soul bond with Sif, Demeter and Amphitrite. I also work a lot with Freya and Odr. Hakates is someone I have bonded with before as well through a particular scenerio that played out through a series of astral travels. You may not believe a word I'm saying, and guess what.... You don't have to. I know what I say is true in my own journey. I suppose you could say I am romantically bonded with the spirits most commonly refered to on earth as Thor and Loki. But that's something I'll come out more with later. I feel that deserves it's own blogpost. Now I am sort of excited to say it... I think this posting of my journey is helping me come to terms with who I really am. Good job Melody!! (I pat myself on the back.)

        I think that's where I am going to end this. It's a bit rambley, but I think it's good that I am getting all of this out. So if you enjoyed my thoughts, share your thoughts below. What do you feel your life journey is about here on earth? Are you a spirit worked, if so how do you go about it? Do you look into both the dark and the light, if so leave a comment and share your opinion. Be mindful that I monitor all comments, and hate bashing comments will be deleted. Subscribe to this blog through the side panel of the website, and have a beautiful day.

Cosmic Blessings

Loki Showing Himself & My Visit To Asgard - Melody's Thoughts

         Today is a new day. I am feeling renewed somehow. It's a cloudy day here, and the air is cooler. The breeze is slightly blowing, and I hear the movement of the Autumn leaves in the trees. Days like today really get me thinking about things, and lately I've been doing so much thinking about deeper issues outside of my day to day mundane life. Today I have thoughts about Loki on my mind. This is the Norse god Loki, and he has been a great friend to me. He has been a permanent fixture in my life for the past few years, but this has also been throughout my entire life. I have had experiences with him in childhood, and I appreciate that he has been a reoccurring guide in my life. He never gives up basically. That is something that I find he does with everyone who honors him or reaches out to him. He will not give up on you. If you ask him for space, then he will give you that space. He will honor what you want, but he is somebody that will definitely be able to help when you need a friend. I feel as though he is a God who is very misunderstood. Loki is known as a trickster, and a lot of people do not see him for who he truly is. He is more than just a trickster. Sure he likes a good laugh. Sure he likes to have a good time sometimes, but don't we all? He can also be very serious and give a lot of wisdom. I know that he has given me so much wisdom when I ask for it, and he has guided me to deeper awareness of myself and my soul identity. I wanted to share some of my experiences today. This is more along the lines of me trying to come to terms with my true and genuine self. This is me discussing my own experiences, because I feel as though it is good for me to do so. I love writing, and I have got to a point in my life where I stopped writing. That's something that use to partially define me. You would always see me with a notebook in hand or writing something down. So instead of doing my usual YouTube videos, I am going to make use of my love for writing and my blog website. 

         Yesterday I was sitting outside doing some work on my tablet, it was a sunny day and the weather was on the verge of being too warm. I have a little rectangular table that is in between an evergreen Bush and a yellow poplar tree. I sit right in between the tree and the bush. So it is common for me to see spiders. I am not deeply afraid of spiders. There are ones that we have around here that is relatively common. They are little black ones with white spots. Yesterday I felt something on my left shoulder. This was a very small black spider with white spots. It was just sitting there ever so calmly. I went to brush it off and I thought I was successful in brushing It off, but he moved more towards my back and out of my reach. A few minutes later I felt it again and it was sitting back on my shoulder. I tried to brush it off again so I would not hurt the spider. After that happened I realized that this was most likely Loki. He has appeared to me and my husband before as spiders. My husband was deeply afraid of spiders, but due to Loki appearing as spiders, it has assisted him in his arachnophobia. This is just one example of how Loki can help. He will work through fears that you have with you. For my own experience yesterday with him sending me his energy through that spider sitting on my shoulder, I feel as though it was him letting me know that he is right beside me no matter what. As of late I have been questioning my life a lot. I have been questioning my own understanding of things and really trying to embrace who I am truly. So him appearing there to me, even if it is as a spider, that give me confirmation that we are not as separated from the higher dimensional Realms as we feel like we are in this physical incarnation. Sometimes it is so hard to deal with being in a physical Incarnation. I feel so restricted in this physical body and here on Earth. The more I awaken to my spiritual energy. The more I become aware of my soul potential. The harder it is to live with these physical limitations, and that's what it honestly feels like here on earth for me right now. Like I am trapped in a suit of flesh until the suit of flesh expires. Sounds extreme right? I agree. Nonetheless, I seem to have memories of a place that seems like a higher dimensional space. My visions and soul memories show places that seem like Heavenly realms. I like to think of this as what Asgard looks like.

        If you are unaware, Asgard is one of the nine worlds of Norse mythology. It is home to the tribes of the Aesir. The Aesir is one of the two tribes of gods. The other tribe is called Vanir. In Norse mythology Asgard is understood as being in the sky; and is connected to midgard, which is Earth, the world of humanity. What connects Asgard to midgard is the Rainbow Bridge, which is called the bifrost. As compared to other mythologies, such as Greek, Asgard would be compared to Mount Olympus. But I personally like to think of Asgard like a higher dimensional place. Similar to what Christians perceive as Heaven. This is a utopian place and is like paradise. It is a place that you really would want to go to. I have had many visions of places that seem very otherworldly. I think of these places as where my soul calls home. I feel like Earth is not necessarily my home, even though it is my current home for my physical body. I feel like these Visions are memories of where I was before I decided to enter into this physical incarnation. I see visions of beautiful Rivers shimmering and glowing. These Rivers connect to beautiful waterfalls. As the water falls down and hits the bottom, the Mist comes up and enters into the air. The Mist glistens, and the smell of this place is like the fragrance of rain mixed with flowers. So imagine that scent times 1000. I have received images of huge palaces. These are different structures than what we find here on Earth. Even throughout Earth history I have not saw anything similar to what these palaces look like. They are so tall and they could fit Giants within them. I remember seeing large Halls which connect to different rooms. But the halls have these humongous arches. These archways would be extremely tall. They would be so much more taller than what a normal human height would require. If I had to estimate they would approximately be about 50 ft tall. There are other archways which would be smaller. I also remember seeing visions of a bridge. This is a bridge that you would walk on and it seemed to be paved with a glistening Stone. Even though it was a bridge for walking over, it was extremely large. It was large enough for a giant to walk on. Think about how wide a common two-lane road is here on Earth. That is approximately the size of these walkway Bridges. In regards to the stone, think about how a snowy quartz stone would look if you paved an entire walkway with white glistening gemstones. If you looked down from the railings you would see Rushing Water underneath. But there would also be beautiful Lush forest and plants that these walkway Bridges would go across. I remember this Pavilion with something that looked like a gazebo on top. It was very large, and it also looks like it was created with beautiful gemstone. The structures were not made by concrete or cement. They were not made by Brick or wood. It looked like these places were made out of the most beautiful gemstones. I remember so many things in this place glowing and shimmering. There would really be no use for a sun to illuminate this place, because everything seem to illuminate on its own. I do remember there being what looks like a sky, but it's hard to explain. There are a lot of different colors. Think about how beautiful a colorful Sunset looks here on Earth. Now imagine this places sky being like a colorful sunset, but still illuminated with the most purest vibrant light you can imagine. It's not light from a sun. It's not light from artificial means such as electricity. It is something that I don't know how to explain.

       I remember going here with a few of my female Spirit guides. I also was here with Thor and also Loki on a few occasions. I have been here by myself talking with the Goddess Frigga. In this place there are other dimensional gateways. There are portals which lead to the other realms. So from this heavenly place you can get to anywhere else. I also remember something like a library, but Frigga and my female guides explained it to me as if it were like the akashic records. There are these things which appeared to me like books. But it's not how we perceive books to be here on Earth. Once you open it up it transports you to that story. Whatever book you open, it transports you to that place and that time. So if you are opening a book of somebody's lifetime, you can revisit that person's lifetime, so essentially this is like an akashic records Library. I feel so blessed to have these visions and to remember them. I feel like this place is my home. This place is where my soul belongs. This is everything that I've been holding back, and I feel extremely proud to be writing this right now. Because it's like I am coming to terms with all of this and really embracing it. I'm not letting fear of being judged get in the way.

         So I feel like that is where I'm going to end this post. I have so much more to say, but I do not want to overwhelm myself with what I'm going to put out first. Words cannot express how happy I am right now for taking the initiative to really put this out there. I'm not putting this out there for other people to see, even though I know that other people will see it, and it can potentially help other people. Particularly if there is anybody else out there looking for similar answers such as what I have been doing. I am not putting this out there to rub it in other people's faces who worship and honor the Norse gods and goddesses. I'm not trying to boast about all of the things that I remember. I'm not sharing this from a place of selfish Pride. I'm sharing this from a place of being proud of myself and for seeing who I really am and not hiding it. I genuinely hope that other people come across this, because I would love to communicate with other people who have similar experiences. So if you are reading this right now, and if you can relate to anything that I have stated. Please leave a comment below and share your experiences. Let's try to create a community where we don't have to hide who we are just because we are afraid of being judged by Society here on Earth. Let's create a community where it's okay to be ourselves. I feel like the gods are guiding me through this. I feel like Loki, Thor, and my Spirit guides are urging me to do this. And I am very happy to be at a place in my life where I can hear their messages and listen to what they have to say. So that's where I end this, I hope that you bookmark this website. In the side tabs of this website you can find the area where you can subscribe and sign up for notifications. That way you will know whenever I post something new. Have a beautiful day and Cosmic blessings to all of you.